I kind of felt lost .. real lost
didn't know my life anymore
it had drastically changed
found myself on I-20 East
moved back to louisiana
rented an old bachelor house
lived alone for two long years
dated sparingly during this time
i'd tried to make things right
before terrie had given me the std
fast forward .. began dating a lot
kathie .. built like a brick shithouse
nymphomaniac mary .. she was back
susie .. just as feminine as could be
several others .. I forget their names
had great times .. just didin't belong
didn't want to be a part
of the dating scene anymore
only one lady I felt I needed
no one available .. everyone wanted freedom
flashback .. I stopped dating
became an instant recluse
even then a friendly female
would come over for a weekend
sometimes for a week or two
none ever wanted to settle down
so finally i'd given up trying
perfect for some alone time
to rediscover myself .. make plans
for my fated future lying ahead
after some heavy pondering
I came out of my hard shell
went dancing for an entire year
thinking this would surely help me
get all the women out of my system
Copyright @ December 2014
StandingBear
