BTS FANFIC: MY BEAUTIFUL FEAR (PARK JIMIN)

SPEAK FROM THE HEART

11:00 PM 

Bangtan leaves at Sydney's apartment and went to their dorm, They saw Jimin at the living room while drinking some soju as well

"Wahhh.. Jiminah!!!" as Hoseok came near to him

Other member sits on the chair as well seems bit tipsy, and Hoseok hugging Jimin that makes him irritated.

"I really don't understand why you rejected Sydney, we know you, you also like her?" as Namjoon looks at him

"Haist! Can you all just go to sleep, I want some peace of mind." as Jimin drink again a soju

"Is this what you called peace of mind? someone will snatch your girl and you were not fighting for it?" as Hoseok still irritated

"Hyung.. It's not easy as you think" as Jimin were gloomy 

"I will speak up.. this is insane.. okay! when we were having a concert to Australia,the night after the last concert, me and JImin went out.." as Hoseok were announcing it to the others

"Hyung!!" as Jimin shouts at him to stop

"Anio!! Jimin wanted us to go clubbing, to see someone..." as Hoseok still glaring at Jimin

"I saw Sydney and it's her birthday that time.. but when a guy started to harass Sydney, Jimin puched that guy.. Good thing is Sydney has a bodyguard to cover us up." Hoseok were mad because Jimin don't even admit that she liked her.

"Jinja!!!!!!" as the other members were so shocked

"And that is why I really don't understand why you were rejecting her? You almost risk your career without thinking just to see and protect her..." as Hoseok really mad that Jimin just silent and looks down.

"Hyung!!!" as Jimin started to cry.

Next morning Sydney wake up early, today is Saturday she wanted to visit her Mom's grave and she was surprise, Jessica was there and gave her mom a flowers.

As Sydney remember Mrs. Park said to her " Please hear her out..maybe you will understand why she did that." 

They were at the nearest cafeteria and Sydney were just looking at her since she noticed that her eyes is till puffy.

"I know that you were mad at me, I do understand. But my sincerity was pure, I don't have any intentions to replace Mrs. Kim, all I wanted is to work and be your friend and guardian." as Jessica were starting to teary eyed again

" I was working as an assistance secretary when Mrs. Kim died, sometimes I come to the hospital to bring her some food as Mr. Kim requested. She was so nice and sometime nurses thought I'm her sister because we were look-a-like that sometimes Mrs. Kim's teases me as dongsaeng. When Mrs. Kim died and Edward wanted to have a business at Australia, her secretary decline that offer that is why I took the post. That is why I met you. My relationship to your father is like a world war 2, we always argue because he always work and doesn't give you some quality time. One day he was drunken and she taught I am Mrs. Kim" as Jessica is still crying

"I don't know as time go by I started to like your Father, and then one day I realized I already love him. Believed me I always try to resist him, I even wanted to resign because I felt I betrayed Mrs. Kim, until he told me that he love me as well. Not because I look like Mrs. Kim but he love as me." she still crying and look down.

"He is the only one person accept me and love me Sydney, you know my family background and how I struggle in life, But all I wanted is to loved and be loved, nothing else." you can see at Jessica's eyes the sincerest of her heart.