BTS 8th member

4 - Jimin's Secret

Y/N POV

We just finished a song when Taehyung came into the room looking down.

JH: "Hey, Tae.. Are you ok?"

V: "Jungkook was crying again..."

Y/n: "Wait, again?"

JH: "Yeah, he sometimes cries silently at night."

I couldn't help but feel guilty.

Y/n: "This is all my fault..."

JH: "No it's not, Y/n. You're trying to help him break out if his shell, keep trying, it will work eventually."

You nodded and then Taehyung asked, "Can we just watch a movie or something, I'm not in the mood to do anything."

Y/n: "Yea, same."

JH: "Same here, let's go."

We went and watched a horror film (hehe I wanted to scare Hobi).

The film finished and Hobi was shaking like crazy.

Y/n: "OMG HAHAHA THAT WAS AMAZING"

V: "YOU'RE SUCH A SCAREDY CAT HYUNG HAHAHA"

JH: "YAH! SHUT UP!"

We carried on laughing anyway.

JK: "Hyung!" ~he burst in the room and yelled

JH: "...Which hyung?"

JK: "A.. Any! Jimin's really sick! He just threw up!"

V and JH: "WHAT?!"

They jumped up and ran to the room he was in.

JIMIN POV

I leaned against the sick after rinsing my mouth and breathed heavily.

Suddenly I heard knocks on the door to open up.

I slowly went over to the door and unlocked the door, to see three worried faces in front of me.

V: "Jimin! Are you ok?!"

...Does it look like I'm ok..?

I walked past them but Hobi grabbed my arm.

JM: "I just wanna sleep, leave me alone."

I pulled my arm free and went to my bed and layed down and covered my face with the blanket.

JK: "Jimin hyung, don't you want medicine or anything?"

JM: "Leave me alonee" I whined

I couldn't let them know.

They can't find out about this.

JH: "Guys, just leave him alone. I'll stay here, I have to stuff to do."

I heard footsteps and the door closed.

Good. They left.

Y/N POV

Jungkook and V came out of the room and I looked at them.

Y/n: "Is he ok? What happened?"

Tae sat down next to me and said, "He wouldn't say. He just said to leave him alone and went to lay down."

Jungkook must have been so deep in thought that he sat next to me.

Y/n: "Well... Give him some time... Maybe he'll tell you then. Or maybe it was just nothing, you don't know."

V: "Yeah... Jungkook sleep in mine and Hobi hyung's room, give Jimin some space."

...

V: "Jungkook?"

I waved my hand in front of his face and he snapped back into reality.

He saw me right in front of him and he widened his eyes and blinked a couple of times.

I couldn't help but chuckle.

V: "Yah, Jungkook, I said give Jimin some space and sleep in mine and Hobi hyung's room."

JK: "Oh, yeah ok..."

He got up then Tae asked, "Where ya going?"

JK: "Kitchen" ~he said as he walked off

V: "Well good news is he actually sat next to you."

Y/n: "But did you see his face tho" ~you laughed

V: "He looked as if he had seen a ghost" ~he laughed too

Y/n: "How about we watch another horror film, we can tease Hobi that we didn't get scared tomorrow."

V: "Sounds good" ~he grabbed the remote

TIME SKIP

I was laying down on my bed playing a game on my phone when someone knocked on the door.

Y/n: "Come in!"

The door opened and I looked up and saw Jimin.

Y/n: "..Jimin..."

He closed the door then came and sat on the bed and I sat up too.

JM: "Y/n... Can you promise to not tell anyone about what I'm about to tell you? Please?"

Y/n: "...Ok..."

JM: "I... I think I have anorexia..."

Y/n: "...What..?"

JM: "I haven't been eating and stuff.. I'm really... I don't know..."

Y/n: "...Well how much do you weigh?"

JM: "I... I don't know.."

Y/n: "Is there a scale here?"

JM: "Every bathroom seems to have one, check yours."

Y/n: "Okay, hold up."

I went to find a scale and I found one.

Jimin stepped on it and it read '53kg'.

Y/n: "...Yeah, you do have a problem."

He got off and collapsed on the bed and sighed.

JM: "I'm always exhausted and weak.."

Y/n: "...You need to eat more."

JM: "I can't put myself to do it..."

Y/n: "Why did you throw up today though?"

JM: "It happens a lot, the others just don't realise."

Y/n: "...Oh my god.."

JM: "What do I do, Y/n..?"

Y/n: "Take it slow with the food... I'll tell Jin to-"

JM: "I told you not to tell anyone." ~he sat up and said

Y/n: "You can trust Jin, he can keep a secret."

JM: ...

Y/n: "Someone else needs to know, I can't do much. Plus Jin always cooks so.. Yeah."

JM: "...Ok then..."

He stood up and said, "Thanks Y/n.."

Y/n: "I didn't really do anything."

JM: "Just... Thanks anyway. I didn't want to tell anyone but I felt like I could tell you.."

Y/n: "Just don't keep it to yourself. You should tell someone, they'll support you."

He smiled slightly and then left.