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LIKED BY LUVANTHONY, MATTIAPOLIBIO AND 879.9K OTHERS! @kairicosentino — happy sixteenth birthday, monroe.
i used to screenshot and save every picture that monroe lee davids sent to me because we would joke about what i would if she ever died. kinda fucked up how it ended up not being a joke and i just had to search through six hundred pictures just to find a couple to post talking about how much i love her and i always will.
i've known monroe since i was six and she has always been my best friend in the entire world. she fucking meant everything to me and she always will. i loved her with a whole heart and with the fact that she's actually gone, she took that heart with her and i know i'll never get it back.
we weren't even in the best of places and i think that's why it hurts so fucking much so this happened so soon. i had so much to say to her and i had so much to do with her and it will never fucking happen after today.
now i don't even know what to say on here so i'm just gonna leave it at this. please don't bug any of her friends about what happened and respect the fact that we need space during this. it's hard on everyone and i understand that, but it's so much harder on the people that talked to her everyday. i love you guys, and i love monroe davids more than life. i'm sorry that you felt the way you felt. love you always, — kairi.
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LIKED BY KAIRICOSENTINO, ALEJANDROSARIO AND 1.3M OTHER USERS! @mattiapolibio — this isn't a post for you reading this, but this is everything that i never got to say to the girl i fell in love with.
monroe, you dmd me talking about how you knew how to speak italian and sent me that google translate bullshit. it was the first time i had smiled in a long time where i had actually smiled and not faked it. you hated me a lot after that and we definitely butt heads more than anyone, but i loved every second.
my parents held me the whole night last night while i cried, and yeah i'll admit it, you made my big ass cry and i still love you. this is the hardest thing that i have ever gone through but i'm going to go through it because i'm going to live for you. i'm going to do all the things that you told me you wanted to do and i'm going to do them for you and you only.
i think the thing that hurts the most about this is that fucking video. i was trying to give you space before i ever tried to explain myself but i guess i'll just do it now. this isn't a shot at kairi, who i know was just doing what's bestfriend should do and helping you see something he thought you should've saw, but that wasn't the case. that video wasn't even a recent video. it wasn't from this month or last month or even the month before that. i never found the words to explain that because i knew how angry and hurt you were and i didn't want to waste my breathe. you were never kairi's sloppy seconds, that was just some dumbass kids who thought it was fun to tease me about the girl who i used to secretly stalk on instagram, day after day.
i used to beg kairi to introduce us and after i saw how protective he was of you, i figured that was it. i would never get to meet the girl that he loved more than anyone else. but i did meet you. and i held you and i kissed you and i got to make you smile and i wish that was enough for me but it wasn't and it never will be. you got to meet my family and you got to meet my friends and you impacted us all in ways that never seemed possible.
i hate the fact that i made you hurt and i wished i would've spoken up sooner but i didn't know how. now i'm going to work on that for you. i'm never going to leave a word unspoken and i'm going to make sure that this never happens again.
i love you monroe, more than i have ever loved a girl before and more than i will ever love a girl again. that dumbass chain i bought you for christmas will never leave my neck till the day i get to see you again, i promise you
i love you and and i'm living for you.
— mattia polibio
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and that's the end. might fuck around and write a new book about kairi cause that do be my bean, but idk yet. if y'all would read it then i will.
