She hasn't talked ta me in a whole week. We sleep in tha same bed...but, it's like I'm not there. So, while I'm out, gettin' ready fa tonight's performance...I still wanted ta make this day special fa MeMe.
She's there wit me...but, I miss my beybe man! That really fucked ha up. And I feel bad as shit about it.
Terrence: "You good, Aug?"
Me: "Nah. Not really. Riah's pissed at me, man. I'm juss hoping I can fix a mistake that I didn't cause...but, I caused. If that makes any sense at all..."
Terrence: "It do, but it don't. But, I get it. As long as I've known Mariah...I figured out that as long as you're serious...she'll forgive you..."
I scoff.
Me: "Hope and pray. She's my lil beybe. Have been since I first met ha. It wasn't tha most traditional way of meeting...but, we're almost ta that alter man. She knows my heart. Miracle's juss fuckin' shit up..."
Terrence: "Fucked her too soon, bruh..."
Me: "Aye, she let me fuck. I wasn't about ta pass that up. But, na...I see that I should've. Dropped tha dick too soon. Got hooked and won't leave me tha fuck alone..."
He laughs and I grab my mic.
Terrence: "I mean...she was a distraction..."
Me: "I shoulda chose a different one..."
Terrence: "Yeahhh. Woulda saved her from a few ass beatings..."
I laugh and walk off. Let's see if ha day will make ha say something ta me today.
Mariah POV:
When I woke up this morning, I woke up ta red and white roses everywhere. A big teddy bear wit a balloon. Chocolate candy. I look next ta me and see a card. I open it and his card falls out.
Me: "I had ta rehearse fa tonight's show. But, you will see me soon. Spa day on me and all that you need done. It's reserved already. Eleven AM. Happy Valentine's Day, babe. I love you - Aug."
I smile and close tha card.
Me: "That was sweet..."
I get up, make tha bed up then go in tha bathroom. I do all of my hygiene stuff and go in tha closet. I see a bag on our island that holds our jewelry. I open it and move tha paper. I pull it out and it's tha prettiest pink dress. He knows I hate pink. But, he loves ta see me in it.
I haven't said a word ta him all week. Those words cut me pretty deep. Then on top of that...he really got ha pregnant. That's what I can't wrap my mind around. I think this is probably how he felt when I got pregnant by Chris.
As long as it wasn't while he was wit me...Ion gotta bust his shit. I throw on some lounge clothes and head out. I check my tires and get in.
I haven't forgot about that Kayla bitch. She can still catch that fade. And tha day I come across ha, will be tha day I surprise tha bitch wit a few hits.
But, this spa day...is very much needed. * * *8:45 PM*
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