~Forever Jilted... They always leave, don't they?~
-Anonymous
"Lena..."
I could hear the plead laced in Shawn's voice as he called my name while I walked down the stairs as quickly as I could, holding back the tears that stupidly wants to flow so bad.
"Get the hell out of my home, I thought I made it clear for you to leave this morning!..." I guess Shawn yelled at the girl from a moment ago.
Wait....
Wait...
This morning?
Does that mean the girl have been staying with him?
And she wore matching lingeries..
Who wears that to bed?
She also came out of his room, because thats the room we were about to go in to.
That means thats his room, right?
Then, I heard footsteps stomping down the stairs and heading to my direction as Shawn yelled again.
"You better get the fuck out of my house by the time I get back or I swear to God, you wouldn't like what happens to you next!"
Not knowing where to go because, I dont even know the damn entrance or exit to this mansion of a home, I just walked like a scalar quantity, having magnitude but no direction.
Looking around the hallway, I found myself in, I felt so low.
Thoughts of who that girl might have been or is to Shawn ravaged my mind.
How I must have looked like a slut and how humiliating it felt to be seen half naked
Half freaking naked!!!
I just slouched down and cried.
I have no idea why I'm crying I just know I'm feeling hurt
"Are you okay? " a voice I recognised as Shawn's asked
That was a really dumb question, Shawn... Like seriously?
"Do I look okay?" I asked, wiping my tears off as I stood up.
"I'm sorry, I had no idea,Onome was still at home"Shawn said
"Take me home" I sighed
"Babe.. Please its not what you think"
"just take me home!" I yelled and then tears rolled down my cheek.
"Fuck it" he muttered,
And hugged me as he said
"Pls don't cry... It breaks my heart"
Why does the little things like this get to me?
Why does he act like he Cares?
Nobody cares about me...
Nobody loves me...
Why does it feel so different with him.
I sobbed and said
"Why do you act like you care so much"
"Because, I do."
"Nobody who isnt family or Betty does"
"I guess i'm an exception,then"
" I'm messed up Shawn, am so messed up. I can't keep doing this with you"
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