My heart breaks as I look at the pot of grey ashes that are covered with flowers, exotics roses, her favorite types of flowers,
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"She always loved exotic shit"
Tears form and drip down my face, "I'm so sorry" I whisper. I take the red rose in my hand and put in the center of the vase that says,
In loving memory of Courtney Camilla Martina Vega Satella
November 19, 1992 - March 28, 2016
"Duncan...." I look and see Geoff, DJ, and Bridgette come from the car and to the ground of 22 north alley way. Where she died, "It's my fault.." I choke up on my own tears. Geoff pats my back, "You didn't know, Duncan" DJ says, "You were only trying to protect her, it just had a misstep" Bridgette adds on. I look down at my hands, I then see my right hand with the diagonal line that goes from my pointer finger, to my wrist. "This is all my fault...." I've been saying that a lot lately, "D, it wasn't your fault... it's Scott's!" Geoff says. I look down, "I should've never brought her to your party, Geoff" I say softly. Confused? Let me go back in time real quick.
"Princess!" I yell as I jump into the couch where my girlfriend of two years is, "Yes, Dunkie?" She responds, "So... there's a party Geoff is throwing, can we please go?" Courtney rolls her eyes, "No Duncan, I have a very important case that I can't miss out on!" "Just tonight..." I do my puppy dog eyes, "We have to.....ugh! Don't do that" Yup, she's losing this battle. "Please?" "No" "Please?" "No!" "PLEASE!!" she groans before crossing her arms, "Ugh, fine!" I smile before kissing her, "We don't have a lot of time" I watch as she takes off the T.V and walks into our room, "Love you!" I yell, "Me too" she says.
"Duncan, are you done?" I stop spraying my cologne on my shirt
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And then my jeans and shoes
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