Chapter 4: Fight For What You Want

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So me and Aaron been fine nothing really changed. We've been together for 3 months so far it's been the best three months he's like the best boyfriend ever. But later on things changed we was fussing over something petty so we broke up. To be honest I was highly upset I was depressed I couldn't eat sleep couldn't do nothing because I've really loved him I didn't want to break up. But things happen I really miss him :( .

6 days later

Me and Aaron talked thing out about our relationship so we got back together. It only really lasted 6 days but hey I didn't care as long as I got him back that's all that's matter. Moving on......... Sooo we've been together for 6 months I couldn't asked for nothing better this right here is completely the best. We may have our ups and downs but we end up ok at the end. Aaron is just perfect I could write millions and billions of paragraphs about how I feel about him and my love for him. He's just so special to me in many ways words couldn't even describe it. Six months strong nobody can break us.

Back to school: 8th grade year

Well it's back to school here we go to fake people work and same old teachers. Lately the people around that I called friends changed well only one friend. We was bestfriends last year but I guess not this year. When I was clearly there for him always but now she changed on me. Friends these days will try to compete with you, "friends" be lowkey they be jealous of you "friends" listen to your problems and give you advice and tell the next girl your business now a days you better watch who you call your friend/best friend loyalty theses days are dying out. I may not speak a lot but my eyes see a lot as in everything and my ears hear a lot also. Anyways me and Aaron was still together you know being that power couple like always. He had my back and of course ima have his he's my everything always know ima always be there through thick and thin even if we're not together he can always count on me to be there I'm never leaving his side that's my baby MINES!

One month later.....

The worst day of my life ever ! Me and Aaron broke up this was our 4th time breaking up i mean I didn't want to but he did. Don't say you want forever then give up on me. Right now I'm so upset you wouldn't even understand tears oh tears just run down my face I couldn't believe this it was almost a year I don't know what to do. The only thing that's left to do is give up not just on trying to get him back but myself :(.

Lately things been crazy as in me being depressed and upset for me that don't mix very well. I just sit in darkness as tears rolled down my face bruises on my arm oh why would my stupid dumb self do this I swear I hate my life. I just can't do this anymore being upset and trying to put on a happy brave face just get tiring I just can't. I want him back but it's too late he's already with someone else. To be honest I can't watch him being with someone else it just hurt me more made me feel like everything I did for him wasn't good enough. I gave him my world as in everything I had and of course it wasn't good enough for him. Fuck it's happening all over again

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