your in my veins // l.h

chapter one

I stared at luke from across the bar the guy behind me sliding his hands up my hips.

Luke sent me a wink before attaching his lips to some random girls neck

I waited to make sure he was paying attention "two can play at this game" I mouthed flipping around and kissing the guy behind me I waited and sure enough I felt a hand grab my wrist and pull me away from the man I blew him a kiss before turning to luke "I win luke, again just say it. Its because you cant stand to even see another man touch me" luke was silent as he continued to pull me out side

"Say it luke, your still inlove with me" he turned around pushing me against the brick wall.

"I wont say something that isnt true" he growled I pulled my bottom lip between my teeth his eyes flickered to my lips

"Stop doing that" he whispered "stop doing what" I asked doing it again he leaned in pressing a soft kiss against my lips. "Your going to get me In alot of trouble" he smiled and it got silent his smile fell "why cant I just let you go" he spoke pushing himself off the wall and walking towards his car "because you still love me" I stated "do not" he replied like a child "have fun walking home" he smirked throwing his jacket at me before getting in his car and disapearing down the street I groaned I was fairly annoyed with luke. We broke up a little almost a year ago and since then moved on hes with some girl named ali or something like that

and im in a relationship with my bestfriend ashton.  Luke cant seem to leave me alone he keeps coming back. Im not complaining I love luke I always will.

I shivered throwing his jacket around my shoulders his cologne and the soft sent of cigarettes filled my nose the walk home would take me atleast an hour and im almost positive ashtons at work. So I called michael

when i made it home i walked into the warm apartment that me and calum bought together on his 18th birthday but he has a girlfriend now and he spends alot of time with her leaving me alone.

not that i dont love calums girlfriend because i do we have grown very fond of eachother but i hate being alone all the time.

i walked up to my room kicking my door open dropping my bag on the floor and falling onto my bed i sighed staring at the ceiling for awhile before rolling over and taking the picture of me and luke from my nightstand. i stared at it for a long time remebering my mothers words

"your not friends, you'll never be friends. you'll be inlove until it kills you, you'll fight and you'll hate eachother until it makes you quiver but you'll never be friends. relationships arent always easy and relationships dont just end in an instant"

i put the picture back where it was before opening the drawer all of the letters and pictures he ever gave me filled it.

"you almost feel ashamed, that someone could be that important that without them you feel like nothing, no one will ever understand how much it hurts you feel hopless like nothing can save you and when its gone you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back, so that you could have the good"

"annie" someones voice filled the house i dropped the picture i had in my hand back in the drawer and closed it.

"im in here" i shouted so who ever it was could here me i listened to the footsteps coming towards my door until my calum and his girlfriend appeared in the hall. i must have been crying because she shoved him telling him to wait for her in the living room.

she sat on my bed placing a hand on my thigh "your gunna be alright sweetie" she told me and then got quiet

"love hurts and i wish i could tell you it got better, but it doesnt its a never ending cycle leaving you to wonder how you could hate someone yet love them at the same time, and until things get better you have to stop staring at this picture its only making it worse" she told me taking the picture of luke from my bedside table and making her way out of my room.

she had a point in order for things to get better i had to stop hurting myself. i need to love ashton

but it is so hard to fall inlove with someone when your already inlove with someone else.

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first chapter of the sequal to the boy who change everything!!!! hope you guys like it (:

and if you can see it theres the picture from her nightstand