December 30, 2016,
This vicious cycle between Jin and me continued sadly into 2016.
The more we fought, the more he broke me down, the more I lost sight of myself and nearly lost everything dear to me.
On a good day, I would say things like "hang in there Tae" "You're eventually getting through to him" "Look how much he loves you."
On a bad guy, I just smoked and did my best to block out everything while telling myself.
" Are you crazy, you need to leave him" "this is pointless, you can't change him" "he's never going to change."
But I stayed looking for those good days to come.
When it rained, it poured but once the rain cleared up there usually a rainbow somewhere.
I stupidly was determined to help him.
There had to be hope for him. Deep in my heart, I knew it!
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