CHAPTER 38: MY FIRST HEARTBREAK
{KRISTIN}
Looking at him for a distant place without noticing makes me hyperventilate.
Whaaaaa! Ang pogi nya talaga :) sana sya nalang si CC ^_______________________^ anak ng tokwa talaga yun si Christopher, pinagtripan ako. Errrr -________-
**click click**
Yiiiieee! Ang dami ko na namang ipopost na picture nya sa secret room ko ^_________^ hahahahaha! I’m such a stalker ^________^
STALKER is such a bad term. Pero kung sya lang din naman, then I’m a stalker ^O^ hahahha!
Oh My Clarent Colt Cedric :’) You are such a fallen angel from up above *O*
O_O
Ooooooooh! He looked at me! He saw me! He saw me! HE SAW ME TAKING PICTURE OF HIM!! WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! <(>____<)> nakakahiya! Jusmiyo. KRINTIN MARIE NAMAN EEEEEEEE!
It’s time to…
“AHHCCHHHOOOOO!!”
Napalingon naman ako dun sa maingay na kumuha ng atenston ko mula sa aking Prince Charming.
“Ano ayos ka lang ba?” tanong ko dito.
“Sa tingin mo, mukha ba akong maayos? Tss. sinisipon na nga ko e.” sagot naman nito.
“Aba malay ko ba sayo.” Tumabi naman ako sa kanya. “Bakit kasi Bangka pa nila ang napagtripan nyong banggain, ayan tuloy.”
“It’s a game Kristin. kahit hindi sila ang inuna naming banggain, sooner ganun pa din naman ang mangyayari. Kakainlanganin pa din namin silang banggain. Para lang yang problema, kahit anong iwas mo sa isang problema, sooner or later haharapin at haharapin mo pa din.”
“So how are you facing your problems now huh? Ang lalim ng pinaghuhugutan e.” tanong ko sa kausap kong si Jesse.
Yes, si Jesse ang kausap ko.
Remember kanina nung naglalaro ng Lover Boat Game? Binangga nila yung boat nila Ever at Night. Nung nalaglag si Ever, nahila sya ni Ever kaya nalaglag din sya.
“Nako Kristin, wag mo nga muna kong tinatanong nyan. Tanaw na tanaw sila mula dito oh. Kainis lang e.”
Agad ko namang hinanap si Ever at Night. Madali ko namang silang nakita. Nasa ilalim sila ng isang puno, nakain ng lunch. Kung titignan sila, mukha silang isang magkasintahan na sobrang saya habang nagpipicnic. Ito talaga tong dalawang ‘to.
“So susuko ka na agad agad?” tanong ko naman sakanya.
“Dunno,” he answered.
“Gusto mo syang ipaglaban?”
“Of course.”
“Then do it.”
“Not now.”
“Why?”
“Seeing them together gives me heart ache. Di ko kayang makita silang Masaya. Pero kung talagang Masaya na si Ever kay Sushi, then I’ll let her go.”
“Without telling her what you feel?” kawawa naman tong isang ‘yo. Tsssk.
“Of course, I’ll let her know.”
“At?”
“Ittry kong ipaglaban sya. Pero kung sya na ang magsasabing Masaya na sya sa piling ni Sushi, then I’ll stop.”
“Ah, right.”
Good.
That is better. Kesa naman sa hindi nya ipaglaban diba?
“Uhm, alis muna ko ah. Dito ka lang, magpahinga ka.” Sabi ko sakanya. Tumango lamang sya.
I’m walking endlessly while my mind is flying around. Without knowing nasa edge na ko nung gubat. Siopao! Ang layo ng narating ko ah.
I started to turn around para makabalik na ko sa camp site baka hanapin pa ko ng mga yun e. but when I turned I round, something caught my attention.
May tao sa may sulok.
I saw the two of them. A lady and a guy. They are kissing.
Kissing like hell.
The lady kissing the guy torridly. Her arms are placed around his neck. And his hands are on her shoulder.
Di ko makita kung sino sila, dahil nasa back view ako. Tanging likod lang nung babae ang nakikita ko. At halata namang nakasandal yung guy dun sa tank nung puno. At mula sa view ko, halatang agresibong hinahalikan nung girl yung guy.
Tssk. Mga kabataan talaga ngayon.
Kung sino man sila, hayaan na. wala akong pake. Buhay nila yan. May sarili akong buhay.
Babalik nalang ako sa camp site at tititigan ang aking Prince Charming :’) yiee. Kinikilig na agad ako :))
Pero as I walk, some part of me parang gustong malaman kung sino yung dalawa na nakita ko. Whaa! Pagkacghismosa ko rumaragasa na naman.
Whaa! Ayoko, wala akong pake. Babalik na dun. Bahala sila dyan.
***after a few minutes…
Ang hirap naman dito. Ang kati-kati. Kainis. Di ko pa din makita kung sino.
Whaaaa! Oo na, oo na. bumalik nga ko. Kasi naisip ko bigla, bawal yun. PDA yun. And as a daughter of the owner of the school, responsibility kong ireport ang mga ganung bagay. Hihihi >:) sino kaya tong dalawang ‘to? For sure, pagbalik namin sa school one week suspended sila. Haha! I’m such an evil >:)
“Baby, you are such a good—“ I heard the girl said, she kissed again the guy for a long moment. God knows kung anong klaseng kiss yun. Tss. She’s such a whore. “Kisser.” She finished.
“MA—“ the guy started, but she kissed him again.
Spell nga WHORE? Grrr.
I stand up para pigilan na sila. Kasi naman nagtatago ako sa likod nung mga bushes para di nila ako makita. “Hey! What are the two of you doing—“ i stopped.
Nakita ko na ang mga mukha nila. But at my surprise, I saw Mandy and…
It’s like a thousands of arrows strike through my heart when I saw who he is. A hot liquid flow from my eyes and run down my cheeks. They saw me. At hindi ko na kinaya pa. I run as fast as I can.
Why is he with her? Why?
Why is my Prince Charming is with her?
And most specially…
Why is he kissing that whore?
This is my first heartbreak. Seeing the guy of my dreamland kissing a whore.
BINABASA MO ANG
RING
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