My One Sided Love

Chapter 23- I'm So Bad

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I don’t know when i slept but when I got up I saw Ayat on hassock, is she mad she is still here, I got up and went to her, she was in prostrate.

Ayat, I called her but she didn’t moved,  I got her up and she lyed back on my arm, Ya Allah I was shocked to see her face, so red so paled she slept here augh and why I did this to her, what do I do? I was hurt, so hurt, why this always happens to me? I’m not getting it hina and mom doesn’t know anything about her and shehryaar still they blamed them, why she lied to me, if it is a blame why she didn’t told me that she was with shehryaar, I wouldn’t mind it but…

I held her in my arms and lyed her on bed, I went out for making breakfast, am I really doing this? I was not like this? Never so angry yet so caring, I don’t want to talk to her still I don’t want to hurt her, I don’t want to trust her still I am trusting her augh I’m confused what I am? I don’t know,

I turned back and saw her  standing behind me. Godd Morning I said and kissed her on forehead, wait did I just kissed her? Augh, she saw me with shock, ariz she tried to say anything but next moment she reeled and holed table,

Ayat  u ok? I hold her and took her back in room, u are mad, totally mad seriously ayat, what I gonna do with u? aysy koi so jata hy nichy he sardi main? And please don’t rely on me so much what if I will not with u? we don’t know about life, and she broke down in sobs, ya Allah ayat I was just saying, I mean I’m not going anywhere but still mujhy apni adat mt bnao,

I helped her lying and went out when she hold my hand

Ariz are u angry with me? Of course I am, it hurts ayat it realy hurts to see u like this seriously, plz don’t do this to urself please.

Ayat’s POV

I couldn’t believe myself what he said to me, I can’t understand this man, is he pretending to be fine or he seriously forgot about all that what happened in London,

Ariz I’m asking about that blame? I cut him in between he looked in my eyes, his face expressions changed I felt his hand turning cold, my eyes filled with tears he got up and went out augh, I am a duffer why I remind him that, he was behaving so good and I augh I want to kill myself, I got up and got ready for uni, I don’t want to stay in here at home not right now.

I went out and breakfast was ready, he is angry on me still caring me, is he really a man or some ghost or angel ya Allah astaghfiruLLAH what I am thinking

Kal sy main breakfast bnaya kru gi I said he looked at me with wide eyes, please don’t look at me like this ariz please my mind shouted, why? U don’t like my breakfast he asked bowing in his pancakes, no I love it, they are delicious but this is my responsibility so please let me handle this, and u are my responsibility let me handle with u he said btw u hated making breakfast but now u want to make it why he further asked? Sometimes we have to do thing which we don’t want to I said augh this is not time for philosophy ayat my mind slapped me I was about to open my mouth when he said, like u hate me still u married me because shehryaar was not with u

What? His words fell on me like a bomb, No because I love you and I want to do everything for u, the way u care for me, the way u make me feel comfortable, the way u worry about me, the way u always be with me I want to do this all like u do, I want to take ur responsibility cause u are my responsibility to Ariz yes u, I almost shouted on him. Almost? No well I shouted on him like I used to do on my brother when I get angry on him, yes I did, for the first time I shouted on him, u are not understanding me ariz, how could u? How could u not trust me how? I hide my face in my palms and fell on the chair, ayat he hold my hands and wipe my tears, I trust u ayat, but at least for once u could told me that shehryaar was also with u? I don’t believe them about what they said, Hussain and ali said he was there for smoking and u went there for fresh air, I trust u ayat but if u met him there by chance, why didn’t tu told me?