All Alone

Unexpected

We have been going at it every night for the past 3 more weeks, because to be honest once he got me going it was hard to stop.
I mean it was hard not to do it on New Years, that's the biggest "Sex day"...my last foster parents thought so.
When I got back to working , I finally noticed that we had new waitresses.....("Hmm....when did that happen?") I thought to myself. Maybe that was because I was so high off James that I really wasn't paying attention to my work place. But there was one thing I couldn't ignore...my stomach.
I went rushing into the bathroom before I got to my next table and threw up.This waitress came rushing into the bathroom "Oh my goodness are you ok?", I nodded "Yeah, it's just something I ate I guess..thanks though", she nodded "No problem",
And then walked out. I still didn't know what I was eating to get my stomach going like this, but I had to ignore it for now. I went back out to work, when lunch time came around I went with a couple of the new waitresses to McDonald's and got me two double bacon cheese burgers....but after I finished the first and took a bite of the second , I started throwing up again "Hey you need to go to the hospital", one of the waitresses said rubbing my back. "No I'm telling you, it's just-", I threw up in mid-sentence "Yeah ok, let's go", she said lifting me up "I'll drive everyone else back to work and tell Mr.Cane there was a problem.
As soon as they left we caught a taxi and he drove so fast that it was not helping my stomach at all, I was sweating , but just didn't care at the Momment. When we reached the hospital, the waitress rushed to the lady at the front desk and before you knew it , I was on a bed having doctors examine me. I don't know why , but I kept drifting in and out of sleep....("Weird") is what I kept thinking. I fell asleep while they were still examining me , and about a half an hour later we were finished.
"Hello miss Melanie I am doctor Felix Halms , how are you feeling?", I nodded "Good, could you tell me what's wrong?", he nodded and then pulled out a clip board "I most certainly can......Well, Melanie...your pregnant", Plain this day, he said it right to my face ("Your pregnant") he must be on drugs or something...then again me and James have been going at it a lot.....maybe it's that "Yay girl your pregnant", the waitress said holding my shoulders ...it's crazy because I don't even know her name, yet she has been the nicest person that Iv worked with.
Without a word I got up and walked out the hospital.
I walked the 3 miles back trying to figure out what to say to James , I didn't know how to come out and say "I'm pregnant" at least we have had a good run together, I just hope he likes the idea of letting someone who was once a bumb have his baby.

When I got to his apartment I didn't hesitate to knock on the door.
"How you doin beautiful", he held that door open like a sexy model " Hey,can we uh....talk for a second?", he nodded "Yeah sure", I walked fast inside the apartment and just cut right to it. "James...I'm pregnant", he looked at me and smiled and then walked two steps closer to me "Congrats, well who's the father?", I stood there with my mouth open for 1 minute and then finally spoke "W-e-Well you are", James burst into laughter which made me think this wasn't going to end well.
James laughed his self all the way into his room and when he came back out , he had my bag with clothes in it "Ha-Ha get the hell out of my house", I didn't hear a word he just said because I was still shocked at what he said.
"Please get out of my house....that's not my child so you have to get out...you got a motel why don't you raise your bastard there", I knew this wouldn't work out, so I didn't even argue with him I just got my things and walked towards the elevator "Oh yeah , take the damn dog with you too", he tossed the bed, the food, the puppy bag and then he slid the puppy out the door. I manage to get a hold of everything until I got downstairs.
I took a cab back to the motel..sat down on my bed, and started thinking about my next plan.