So it's no secret (I think) that I love Meteor Garden, but what I love even more are the OSTs. Watching the MVs, I stumbled upon this song and reading the lyrics, I realized that it speaks to the current (and upcoming) chapters perfectly;
If not the entire book.
Soooo I dedicated an entire chapter to this alone 😅
The translation is a bit iffy, but please consider listening to it ❤️🙏
LYRICS
I miss you until I'm going crazy
No one knows me like you do
It's one chance in a lifetime, but it's too cruel
Let me admit my mistake then start over again
I miss you until I'm going crazy, what about you?
Do you worry about my loneliness?
Love without a heart, can't exist for over a week
Many people love me, but no one makes me feel touched
[chorus]
I miss your eyes looking at me, it's like you wanna see through something
Being with you, everything is not important, I am just me
I remember that you care about me the most, I am the one who hurt you most
After I lost you, I admit that
I have nothing
I miss you until I'm going crazy, what about you?
Do you worry about my loneliness?
Many people love me, but no one make me touched
I miss you until I'm going crazy, what about you?
Are you thinking about me too?
I am alone, dreaming about us
When thinking about you, I smile in pain
[chorus]
I miss your eyes looking at me, it's like you wanna see through something
Being with you, everything is not important, I am just me
I remember that you care about me the most, I am the one who hurt you most
After I lost you, I admit that
I have nothing
X2
I miss your eyes looking at me, it's like you wanna see through something
Being with you, everything is not important, I am just me
I remember that you care about me the most, I am the one who hurt you most
After I lost you, I admit that
I have nothing
I miss you until I'm going crazy, what about you?
Do you think about me too?
I am alone, dreaming about us
When thinking about you, I smile in pain
PS:
Overall, this is a dark book, but the plot itself doesn't get much darker from here on out.
Still struggling with the last chapter, though (ugh, now I'm the one that's going crazy). Send help :(
And last but not least, to the readers who have stuck with this trainwreck thus far:
YOU ARE READING
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