Middle school adventures(boyxboy)

Nathan pt2

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so after that "amazing" day of texting i had with Nathan i went to sleep happy i thought that after breaking off with almost every "hoe" I had to far I would actually have a chance of having something real it was honestly one of the most relieving moments in my life being able to text someone that was actually way different than what i was used to like being able to share someones first experience with a guy looked so amazing.

the next day

so it was a cold day at school I couldn't wait to see Nathan that day in the morning i mean it wasn't that special i mean I've had been in secret relationships before it couldn't be that bad

when i saw him so many thoughts filled my mind of if we were going to be a actual relationship but then when he sat next to me and all we did was talk for the whole 30 minute class i became underwhelmed i stepped back and thought if I was going to be that committed to a guy that i didn't know existed until like last week i probably was so wooed by what he was saying because i had no one else to turn to i stopped talking to everyone i used to mess with like that so i was probably just feeling lonely

i said this to my friend in reading class i said"honestly i don't really like him but if we last a month or so ill start taking it serious" witch sounded kinda weird being as i was already in a relationship with him but it made sense to me just not rushing into a relationship with someone i didnt really know

then about the same day he tells me that he has a girlfriend and i don't know why but i wasn't really bothered by that but when i told my friend that he had one she said"oh so you're like his side" and Nathan and her we relatively good friends as in at that point they had only one class together and barely said a word to each other but still knew of one another

when she confronted Nathan about being in a relationship with me he got kinda mad to think that everyone knew that he was in a homo relationship but my friend assured him that she was the only one that knew besides my other friends that didn't even go to the same school because they were off in high school

but anyways with her being the only one that knows in the whole school that knows and with all of us living pretty close to each other we all decided to go on a "date" it was just me Nathan and my friend so they meet up at a park in their apartment complex and i walked to them after we meet up we decide to go to taco bell i pay for Nathan's food because of how much of a gentleman i am and then my friend pays for her food and it was honestly very awkward mostly because me and Nathan talk about mostly nothing when we do talk so it was really dry so all three of us go to my house i put on tall girl witch was at the time the top movie on Netflix

after watching about like three minutes i stand up and say "okay this is getting boring y'all wanna play a game" and then Nathan comes up with "don't you have a vape" and i actually did i told Nathan like the first day that we started talking i told him that i used to be very addicted and that i don't really like getting high and all i really enjoy about it is the tricks and i told him all the tricks that i can do i asked him if he like is into that type of stuff and he said one of the most funniest things to me he said "oh nah i only smoke paper" i asked him" oh so like graph paper???" and he shook his head he was smoking straight ash but anyway i pulled out my vape and look at my friend who have been asking me to try it for the longest at this point and we just pass it around Nathan being hesitant to hit it after i have he said that it was like he was kissing me or something

we did that for about maybe 2 minutes nothing extreme then my friend asks me and Nathan "do you guys want to play truth or dare?" and i said yes and then Nathan shortly after agrees to play then we go around the circle my friend wanting to see what i'm guessing for something to happen between me and Nathan at this point tells Nathan "i dare you to give him a kiss on the cheek"i look down knowing that he wouldn't do it because of how "new" he is to the whole gay stuff and i just don't say anything and before we could answer any more truth or dares Nathans MOM calls him and then after he hangs up the call he tells us that he has to go and then he ruses out the door with me and my friend going after him he starts speed walking all the way back to his apartment me and my friend were about like 20 steps behind him he was going like really fast we were laughing at how fast he was walking just so he wouldn't get in so much trouble and then we get to his apartment complex and we say our quick goodbyes and then since we were their my friend goes back into her apartment

and that day Nathan didn't text me and then he texted me out of nowhere then we just talked how we would regularly talk but then i got done waiting for him to like make a move or do something that was somewhat romantic so then i asked him i was like "hoe come you didnt like hold my hand or anything today or anything" it took him a while to respond but then he just texted back "i dont want to tell you why" but then i got frustrated after asking him again 4 times or so then he said"I DONT LIKE GUYS ANYMORE"

and after that i didn't know how to feel i didn't feel mad or sad i kinda knew this was going to happen i felt kinda disappointed that i couldn't have a steady relationship for more than a week but at the same time it wasn't my fault at all it was more him than it was at all me

so then i just didn't text back didn't talk to Nathan or even look at him for mabye the rest of the year