love is confusing

I never thought I'd say this..

-sero pov-

ok this is pathetic. why can't I just make a move already. I see him and he is so perfect and beautiful and I just can't stand it. I definetly want or maybe at this point need him. but I don't need him to fuck me, because I want to fuck him. If I'm gonna be any kind of top, then I need to do something. I don't know he feels about this but, he does get pretty squirmish when we get close and I can tell he is thinking about something. though, he could be uncofortable with us being close, which would not be good. welp. I can't stay confused forever so, I have to do something. I'll do it. I know what I'll do. I just kiss him and tell him how I feel. but I would never pressure him into doing something he dosen't want to so, at least i'll know how he feels. honestly, I never thought I'd say this....