Why settle for less when you can have the best. What classifies you as the best. Last time I checked there's always someone better that the rest. But what deems the best from the rest. I don't know and honestly idc I'm lost right now. I cant deal. I'm lost and everything seems surreal I'd ask someone to pass me a blunt to restart my mindset just like Sam Smith ignoring society and it's standards finding serenity in my music poetry and peace. My heart isn't at ease.... I'm not the best been hurt so many time I'd rather be real keep no secrets tell you the truth than conceal what's real to the naked eye. Why hide? if you fat I'ma tell you so don't ask me. I have grown cold but I feel honesty is the only way I'll feel like me. I....... can't truly accept compliments. I don't feel there honest. They make me feel fuzzy but the feeling dissappear as soon as it comes. Because I don't feel the truth And it's hard to feel the love when the people you gave your love to disrespected and dissappear on you. I'm not the best and we know that's true but when I admit it myself is when I've told myself the truth.
