Serial Killer ( Under Revision )

Chap. 20: [ Nightmare and The Reality ]

  I don't know anymore, i don't Understand non of this. 

i'm Empty,  I'm Scattered, I'm Senseless and Doll.

After What we Argue wala na syang sinabi pa. kung dati sabi nya may Great wall sa pagitan namin Ngayon naman Daig pa ang great wall of china hirap matibag. I can't Come in, i can't Reach, and even Destroy. His Attention wasn't like the Usual like talking and throwing Sweet words. His just looking at me when he ask or sayin' something regardless about Jasmine's concern but Never the less I'm just a Stranger knowing that i'm also Part of the " Family"

"You choose this to happen, This is what you've askin' on him "  A reality smash my Face When i pay Visit to Hospital where Justin Working. Actually it wasn't just like pay visit dahil sinadya ko talagang pumunta doon para e-recheck ang Medical Result ni Mike Noong 4 months ago dahil hindi nya kinuha ang mga yun.

I saw Him talking, hugging, Laughing and Sharing Sweet throws. Is this how or what sort of Moving on? Flirting to a nurse? Alin ang mas masakit Ang Masaktan ng Physically  Or Emotionally and Mentally Speaking? inside me i know that this is weird but i just walk throughout of this unusual spang. Dahil siguro Sumigaw at nag wawala Ang Baklang Doctor, he look this way, Way where i'am standing at now.

A Bitter smile Shown to my face Becoz of what i see written over to his face, is he happy that i'm here or Did he pissed off becoz i'm here? There's alot of Ridiculous Question Drowning inside my head and this kind of Shit i don't want to exist. Lumapit ako sa kay Bakla para mayakap ko as a greetings to him. 

Alam mo Sis, i don't know na may mga relatives kapa pala dito sa pinas knowing that Correen is the only person whose always by your side. Imagine ang mga gagwapo ng Cousins mo tapos Si Mike Ang hot, Hindi halatang may sakit.  Sabi nya sakin, halatang kinikilig padin.

C'mon 4 months na yun ah. hindi ka padin get over? Matawang sabi ko.

Of course not. Nga pala Sis, how are you? Sikat na sikat ka sa T.v news. nagulat nalang ako ng lumabas ka sa t.v with such hilarious vents . Sabi nya habang inaayos nya yung kanyang Coat.  Nga pala Hows your Life na? or should i say hows your love life? as i know Mr. Olivera is a Famous Guy at your Uni. Masyadong chismosa itong bakla nato kaya alam ang mga Showbiz Issue. Hindi halatang Doctor sya eh.

His not my boyfriend. Yes his Famous and that Fame Separate us. Seryuso kung sabi sakanya.

Aw! that's bad news. Then how about Dr. Collins? i believe his Courting right? Wasn't he? Follow up Question?

Were just a Friend. 

A WHAT?! seriously? Ang totoo? Sigaw sa gulat nyang tanong sakin. Nag Echo pa ang boses nya at dinig yun ng lahat. Malamang sa malamang nadinig nya din yun.

I suggest that, Can you lower your voice and cut it out of those Expression will ya?! It's obviously na hindi ako ang Kalandian nya diba?!  And i lost my temper. nasigawan kona si Bakla. Matanong kasi sya at yun ang ayaw sa lahat ni Venice.

Alam mo in somewhat, i don't understand you at all. 1 advice gurl Kung yang puso mo is beating so fast whenever his near to you, When your heart feel hurt, When your Mind Building some Strange images and When you get mad to someone else just because your not as her as she gives laugh to him, that's only 1 Reason about those things, You love him and Don't try to Deny coz believe me it's a thousands of Needles stabbing you inside.Better start hurrying than Regretting. Seryusong sabi ni Bakla.

Huh? What the hell you talking about? Itong bakla tong hindi ko alam kung Doctor ba talaga ang Degree nya. Ang lalim nya kung mag advice Besides i'm not here for Chitchat i'm here for the Result. Bago pa mag bago ang Temper kelangan ko ng ibahin ang Issue.