Ms. Billionaire

Chapter Twelve: Avoiding Him

Selena POV

I feel comfortable when I'm hugging even wearing clothes or not, I don't know what's wrong with me is should I distance myself it would be unfair for him If I keep on drooling at him and it makes me hurt and jealous that he is still in love with his ex I don't know what happen if she came back to his life and me as nothing to hold against him I need to do this I need to avoid him it is almost a month that I didn't go to work just to avoid him the way he said it yes half of them is true but I'm not Playing his feeling I just want his attention

Yes, I do miss his touch, His Hug, His scent, and Everything about him I miss him but I can't here at my house doing work beside me is the teddy bear I won when we are on the amusement park, now I headed to office to start the work I've been rescheduling for the meeting.

After done with the meeting I just stare at the window the moving cars while I'm Singing If only

If only I knew what my heart was telling me

Don't know what I'm feeling Is this just a dream? Ah oh, yeah If only I could read the signs in front of me I could find the way to who I'm meant to be Ah oh, if only

then someone knocking "Come in" I answer "Lena I have the report for the 3 weeks production status" I know its him but I didn't look and just say "its Ms. Smith, Mr. Anderson Just put it my table and leave" the tears that I hold on is now falling to my face then someone is hugging me behind "Please Lena stop Ignoring me I know that I hurt you and I'm sorry for that I didn't mean .." I cut him off "Save it Mr. Anderson just go and do you work" I want to say just hugged me tight and don't let me go no I'm just coward to admit it "Please let go and just do you work Mr. Anderson" I can't I miss his scent I miss him "What do you want me to do just to forgive and stop ignoring me Lena I'm Begging you"

"Nothing Just Go and leave me alone" I said to him "Okay I'm leaving you if something that you want just let me know I'm sorry" he Hugged me tight and let go then walk to the door I can't then I got a receive from Jonathan my gay best friend

Jonathan:

Hey boo Long time no Communication and I have news for you

Lena:

Hey boo what is it

Jonathan:

I'm here outside of your building girl let's eat and we need to much catching up to do

Lena:

Ok girl I'll be there in a minute

Then get my purse went down stairs and I see Marcus Looking handsome as always but I need to avoid "Hi Lena um I just want to ask if ..." cut off by Jonathan "Long time no see boo lets go I'm starving" he drag me to his car and went to a finest diner in town

Jonathan POV:

I'm with my Boo well yes, I'm gay friend and she's My sister not by blood but by a time I it's been 14 years we've been a part so we head some diner and go shopping afterward I looked at her

"Boo are you okay you feel sad want to talked about it" She smile at me then say "remember the guy that want to ask me out" she said to me in a sad tone "The hot light bearded guy what about him" I ask her "the thing is I like him but I make a huge mistake that he's angry with me" she said while tears start to pour on her face " okay boo I'm confuse how thus he get angry and he was asking you out" I said in a confuse "the truth is I make him strip his clothes in front me and that way he got mad at me then I've been avoiding because of what I did to him"

"do you want him by your side just a puppy love kind of thing" i ask her "I don't know but i want him always in my side never leave me" she sobbing "don't cry boo i know it's your first time to get an affection all your life you want nothing but good grades and being proud of you never in your life you wanted more, I know it's hurt but never have a good relationship without getting you hurt and the question is there's a difference between a like and love" ask her and she looked at me

"what do you mean?" She ask me "well you said that you like him but why do i get this feeling there's more than just a like cause if you like a guy why would you avoid him and if you love a guy you avoid him because you don't want to get hurt". While we are walking, I see her tears falling down and held her and kiss her forehead, if I was not gay, I fall for her but kind of a brother thing

"Maybe an ice cream will make you better let's go" we headed to some ice cream on the way she's still crying thou but then we headed to get an ice cream and she said she go for the rest room first then while waiting at her somebody landed punch at me oh fuck that hurt "Who do you think you are by punching anyone you don't know" I said to him shit his punch is heavy "Stay away from my girl and if not this that's not only happen to you you've got that" he stated "what the fuck are you talking about dude" I stared at him

"Selena Taylor G. Smith is mine, no other men except me to claim her so you pissed of shit better get away from her or you'll be sorry you were born" He shouting at me then 2 men's are holding him then and get away from me shit who the fuck is that

Lena is back "Boo what happen to your eyes" she said on a worried tone "It's okay boo um just trip down that's all" "okay boo let's take out some ice cream head to my office I have a first aid kit there".