4 guys and a girl

I dont wanna love you anymore

I went into a gas station and changed into the outfit I brought.

"Hi." I said looking down as he opened the door.
I saw a smirk form on his face.
I know it was wrong to be here with Zach, but I still loved him and I couldn't deny it.
"Come in." He said moving.
I walked in and sat on the couch.
"So you wanna talk now?" He asked.
"Nope." I said getting up and kissing him.
He pulled back for a second but kissed me again.
A couple of minutes of just kissing one thing led to another and THAT happened.
I was getting dress when I heard a woman's voice that sounded familiar.
"Oh crap, hide!" He said.
"Are you kidding me!?" I whisper yelled.
"No! Hurry!" He said pointing at the closet.
I picked up my clothes and ran in the closet.
I couldn't believe it!
Why did I even come here!?
I'm so stupid!
Tears were already forming in my eyes.
"Hi baby!" I heard her say.
I took a peek in between the hole and it was Her.
Grace.
My ex best friend. We were like sisters, inseparable until that night.
She got fat.
"Hi babe! What are you doing here?" Zach asked.
"I just forgot my phone in the restroom." She said walking to the restroom.
"Well bye babe!" She said kissing him.
She disgusts me.
"Bye." He said.
He waited for her to close the front door.
"You can come out." He said.
I got out and ran to the door.
"No kiss?" He asked stopping me.
"No! You're still with her!? I can't believe I let myself do this. I can't believe I still love you!" I yelled.
"I'm sorry I can't leave her." He said.
"You should've told her that the day you cheated on me." I mumbled and walked out the front door.
I ran to my car and sat there and cried.
Then it hit me.
Jesse!
I just cheated on him!
Ash 🥳💛
Me: ASHTON HELP
Ash 🥳💛: What!?
Me: I did something really bad...
Ash 🥳💛: what is it!?
Me: meet me at the park by our house and DONT bring anyone
Ash 🥳s💛: okay On my way!
I drove to the park with tears running down my face.
I sat down at a table and waited for Ashton to show up.
"What happened? Why is your hair a mess? What up with your lipstick? Oh no. Please tell me you didn't!" Ashton said sitting down.
"I did!" I said banging my head against the table.
"With who!?" He asked.
"Zach." I whispered.
"What!?" He yelled.
"Quiet down." I said.
"Okay tell me everything!" He said.
"Well when we got home I went in my room and cried. Then Joey came in and calmed me down. Then I went to my restroom and I got a text from a random number. It was Zach and he wanted to talk. I guess I got mad that I still loved him so I threw my phone across the restroom. Joey came in and tried to calm me down but I grabbed and outfit and left. I went to Zach's house and we did it. Then when I was about to leave I had to hide in the closet because Grace forgot her phone. So they're still back together. He thought I was gonna still like him while he's STILL with Grace and I ran off.
I got in my car and cried because I don't wanna love him anymore. Then I realized that I have a boyfriend and I just cheated on him! But earlier Joey told me I probably don't love Jesse as much because I haven't seen him in so long! And I guess that's true. When Jesse was here I was so happy, but just because he's not here in person doesn't mean I don't love him. I really do love Jesse and I don't know why I cheated on him! I feel so bad. Should I tell him? No! Yes! We have to be honest with each other. When should I tell him?"I said.
"Oh. My. Lord." Ashton said staring over me.
"You What!?" Joey said hovering over me.
"Dammit." I whispered.
"Why did you see him!?" He asked sitting by me.
"Because I still love him." I said looking down.
"You cheated!" He said lifting my chin.
"I know what I did!" I said moving his hand from my chin.
"I have to tell him." I said.
"Ya you do!" Ashton said.
"He's gonna break up with me but I'm fine with that! He deserves someone that's not gonna cheat on him." I said playing with my fingers.
"Don't tell him." Joey said.
"What?" I asked looking up at him.
"Don't tell him. You love him and he loves you. Don't you give your heart away so easily. That would be the end of a beautiful story. (Gone Too Long by prettymuch 🤪)" He said.
"Are you sure?" I asked.
"Don't tell him." Ashton said.
"Ok." I said.
"Let's go home. Me and You day?" Joey said to me.
"I need that." I said sniffing.
He smiled and kissed my forehead.
I got in my car and I headed home.
I went up to Joeys room and he was laying on his bed.
"Hi."I said laying with him.
"Hi." He said smiling at me.
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