❀ƒᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs❀

june

I remember when you left,

I never knew what you meant.

It all keeps messing with my head,

as I recall what you had said.

"I loved you, but I lost it."

That's all that took for us to split.

All alone, crying under the moonlit.

Throwing another frustrated fit.

Were we ever really meant to be?

I thought I was supposed to be your queen.

But right underneath my nose, was something uncovered, something unseen.

Now I've fallen weak.

My heart still hurts,

even now, but way worse,

all filled with remorse.

I thought I was going to be your first.

All these rhymed love poems,
riddled in my head,

filled with nothing but dread,

as I lay there, frozen and bled.

Thought you said someday we'd get wed-
did you forget?

No matter now, as I watch the sunset.
Now realizing that I never needed you.
I was just being a fool.
It wasn't vile and cruel-

It was a life lesson, as here
comes the month of June.
Renewed and in a soothed mood.

Here, replaced and forgotten, is me.
No matter now, as they stare with glares.

Here, heartbroken and torn, is little old me.

No matter now, as I never needed someone like you, as you can see.