I dont know what to do

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i had today off so i decided to stay home with the girls.today was cleaning day. after i finished clean me and the girls watched the little mermaid. that's there favorite movie. in the middle of the movie i got a text. it was from Jacob.

Jacob: are you busy Right now

Alex: yea kind of

Jacob: i wanted to know if we could to go to lunch

Alex: sure but i have to find a babysitter

Jacob: ok

i called everyone i knew, they were all busy.

Alex: i cant find a babysitter sorry maybe another time.

Jacob: how about you come over with the girls and we just hang out and catch up

Alex: ok

i got ready the girls http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=59065178. they were acting up cause i had to turn off the movie. i got dressed http://www.polyvore.com/going_to_jacob_house/set?id=59065012#stream_box and then we were on our way to his house. i was really nervous.

Alex: remember don't call him daddy

Arianna and Ariel: ok momma

i grabbed our stuff and then rang the doorbell. Jacob answered.

Alex: did you tell the guys about the girls (i whispered)

Jacob: about that not exactly

Alex: fuck Jacob (i walked in and put our stuff down. all the guys were on the couch so they didn't see me)

Ariel: ooo momma said bad word

Alex: i know I'm sorry

Ariel: its ok momma

Alex: so i don't get hugs anymore( they turned around and ran up to me and hugged me so tight i couldn't breathe)

Roc: we mis- who are they ( he was pointing to the girls)

Alex: um

Arianna: momma I'm hungry ( great arianna had to say momma)

Roc, Ray Ray and Prodigy: MOMMA!

i laughed at them but the girls got scared and started crying.

Alex: shhh shhh Hush, little babies, don't say a word. mooma's gonna buy you a mockingbird,And if that mockingbird won't sing, momma's gonna buy you a diamond ring. (they loved it when i sang to them)

Arianna: i love you

Ariel: i love you two

Alex: come here so i can give you hugs

when we finished hugging everyone was staring at us.

Alex: sorry but that's the only way they would stop crying

Roc: oh ok so how you been

Alex: ok i guess

Ray Ray: what happened

Alex: well when i found out i was pregnant my parents kicked me out and i had nothing but my cousin helped me out. but now I'm doing good we live in a apartment, i have 2 jobs the only thing that bothers me is-

Arianna: grandma and grandpa

Alex: aren't you a smart cookie

Arianna: i know

everyone laughed at her

Alex: but yea they have not once seen there granddaughters

Prodigy: that's crazy

Alex: i know but i don't care cause i have-

Ariel: me

Arianna: and me

Alex: yes i do and I'm happy.

Roc: so wheres there dad

Alex: um...hes....not here....he left before they were born

Jacob: i hate guys like that, why cant they just own up to there mistakes and be there for there kids.

Alex: yea (i was looking down)

Ray Ray: can i talk to you alone Alex

Alex: sure

we went in the kitchen

Alex: whats up

Ray: tell me the truth

Alex: what I'm telling you the truth

Ray: i know you... how old are your daughters

Alex: 2 why

Ray: those are Jacob kids aren't they

Alex: what no there not

Ray: your lying i can tell to, they have his curly hair and eyes.

Alex: ok they are, are you happy

Ray: yes but why keep it a secret

Alex: because i didn't want to ruin his life

Ray: and that's why you broke up with him, it all makes sense

Alex: can you keep your voice down and yes that's why i left, don't be mad at me

Ray: i can never be mad at you but you are going to have to tell him eventually, does the girls know

Alex: yea they know and i know but when the time is right

Ray: did he at least tell you ab-

Roc: were ordering pizza what do you guys want

Alex: were coming now (roc went in the living room) we will continue this conversation later

Ray: ok

Alex: (i walked over to the girls) what do you guys want on your pizza

Ariel: extra cheese

Arianna: pineapple

Ariel: and (they looked at each other)

Ariel and Arianna: BACON!

everyone stared cracking up

Alex: ok ok, i will have what there having

Jacob: me too that is my favorite pizza

ray looked dead at me i mouthed "what" to him, he just shook his head.

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