Lana
I don't know what happened earlier yes I do still have feelings for cas but I also have feelings for jahseh it broke my heart seeing the look on jahseh face I set my phone down on the dresser besides me and turned my focus back to the Tv suddenly I hear the front door slam shut I grabbed my phone and tip toed down stairs and looked around for a bit I stopped in my tracks revealing a drunk jahseh standing in front of me
" hey baby " he slurred
I instantly knew he was drunk he tried pulling me in for a hug but I pushed him back
" the fuck is your problem " he said I noticed his Jamaican accent it usually comes out when he pissed
" jah your drunk " i said stepping back
" nah I'm straight " he said chuckling
" where were you why did you run off like that "
" don't worry about it " he said walking away
I sucked my teeth " Mane whatever " I walked away tired of his ass suddenly I was pulled back and lightly slammed against the wall jahseh and I were just inches apart staring into each other's eyes within a blink of an eye we were upstairs on his king sized bed
AN - in this story jah has werewolf super speed similar to vampire super speed
" I want you " jahseh said as he passionately kissed my neck I let out a low Moan I'm " jah - " I was cut off by him pressing his lips against mine " shhh " he said as he slid his hands down to my pants causing me to gasp making me kiss back I knew this wasn't right but it felt so good he continued kissing my neck he began sliding his hands to my weak spot I stopped him
" jahseh I can't " I said breathing heavily like yes I wanted to fuck him but like now wasn't the right time plus he stank
" com' on baby " he said as he continued " Jahseh stop " I said even louder then before what part of no does he not understand I wanted our first time to be special as much as I wanted him to blow my back out now wasn't the right time
He stopped and looked deep into my eyes it felt like I was having major deja I noticed his eyes were getting dark which wasn't a good sign it terrified the fuck out of me but made me crave him even more I know what some of y'all are thinking " y'all toxic " and what about it
AN - x look daddyish when he's mad change my mind
He got up and began putting back on his shirt don't ask me how he managed to get his shirt off without me noticing cause i have no clue I really like jahseh and find myself falling harder and harder for him the more we're around each other i can't keep these emotions hidden forever some part of me feels like I belong with cas but my gut is telling me jahseh is the one for me I can't keep these emotions hidden I have to tell him
" Jahseh I'm sorry it just tha- " he cut me off again " nah it ight I just wanted to fuck you nothing special so save it " he said harshly
AN - TO BE CONTINUED LMAOO I'm sorry I know y'all hate me rn
