My name is Heemi

「i seem....」

*english not my first language, you will find a mess grammar.

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"i love.. you" that is the word jungsoo said after breaking his kiss with heemi, heemi still freeze not believe what is actually happen. She thenlook at jungsoo and he just smile softly, the smile that she love the most.

"sorry... did i shock you?" jungsoo try to break this awkward feels but he don't know the only thing heemi can hear most right now is her own heartbeat. "teukkie... i'm... why??" heemi try calm herself down and wait jungsoo to answer her.

"i don't know... at first i was get asked by your aunt to take care of you, i wonder how i need to take care of you.. i'm scare to be honest? someone from respectful family is on my handle but then when i see you, i was struck by your beauty.. i was think maybe i have a normal crush, you know.. the crush when you see an idol or actress? but when i spend time more with you.. i realize is not that crush... and whenever you away from me, i feel you are on my side or on my back .. following me like usual.. but after i realize you are not there, i feel hurt...."

heemi hold jungsoo face, "don't leave me...." that are the word jungsoo said when heemi hold him but when jungsoo said that, heemi remember.. someday.. she will turn as male again, she will leave jungsoo.. no matter how happy she is now, she can't say anything and only look at jungsoo eyes, deeply..

she let go her hands from jungsoo and step back slowly ,"teukkie... i.. i might not a person you think about, i don't think you can accept that, my other side..but i'm happy hear that... for now i don't know teukkie... i.. i better go home first, so.. let's go home? "heemi finally can said something, jungsoo just nod and they walk side by side without anyword.

Heemi get into the car after part with jungsoo, she think everything that happen today. is too overwhelm for her, she can't help that she start crying while hug her knee. she weakly move to her room. she take her phone and look her mom sent her message, asking about how was her day. "mom..." she dial her phone and waiting her mom to pick up.

she pick it up "what's wrong my baby boy? oops.. baby girl.. prettiest one.. did you just cry? what happened?"

"..... mom.. actually it's weird that i suddenly ask this.. well..... did i really your child?"

she was silent on the other side after heemi ask her that. "i.. i know this day will come but i can't tell you by phone, i will try to get the plane to get back as soon as possible.. then later, we talk about it.. ok? heemi-ah?" heemi know, even her mother seem talk normal, she can feel the fear on the tone of her mother voice.

"mom... is ok.. i still your baby.. just take your time, you no need to rush.. i will be here, still as your kim heechul..." and she can hear mom laugh, "i know... heechul-ah... i love you"

"me too... come home soon.... let's hear story while eat your kimchi chigae", again heemi can hear her mom laughing, they close their phone after laugh together and say see you to each other. heemi sigh and lay herself on bed, cover her face with her arm "what should i do? with that one....." heemi then trace her lips again.

"what should i do....?" and suddenly her bedroom door is open and is make heemi scream loud out of shock, siwon was visit her but then he also almost died. the thing near siwon was flying to him when heemi scream, "what the fuck?!" heemi said that in same time while look the thing are now become a broken piece after hit the wall.

"siwon? oh ? why you here? you has back from overseas?" even heemi try to remain calm, she can see shock on his eyes. "so... who are you? what happen to heechul? and what's that before? is fly..."