The Revival [Poetry] [Completed]

48. Desperate.

I have now become so helpess
that people now actually get bored of me
just by looking at me,
for all they see in me is my faults,
me crying out to them,
and yet they ignore me,
I am here ringing my bell infront of them
but they act as if they are deaf,
I go draw a poster of help they act as if they are blind,
I cry myself out in front of them yet they sit silently and act as if they are dumb,
but I guess it's not their fault
I blame myself,
for I have become so clingy
but whom so I blame to make me one?

Now even God pities me and looks down upon on me,
for He also knows that I am going to go back to the people who hurt me,
but the only reason I go to them
is hoping that they will change,
hope they will give me a response
and stop acting like they are dumb, deaf or blind and be a little kind.

But the question is what would you call a person alike,
the one who's trying her best to get back her self respect?
or who has just simply turned desperate?

Author's Note:
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