The Revival [Poetry] [Completed]

18. Playing between the safe and the Edge.

My life has become like I am playing between the safe and the edge,
my fears break me down,
I go to the edge,
I try my best to mend myself up,
again go back to the safe.

The people prove my fears,
I go back to the edge,
again I hopefully mend myself up,
trying to coming out of this cage,
and go the safe.

The situations and the awful  hardships of my life
pushes me to the edge,
and I again with all my courage
mend myself up,
and go the safe.

But one day I know I am going to the edge again,
and at that time,
that moment,
that day,
I would never come to the safe again,
even if I want to,
as I wouldn't have any energy left,
that time,
that moment,
that day,
I'll be dead,
and no one could do anything that can could bring me back,
but rather than to just helplessly watch me die.

so I need someone,
a friend,
a person,
a lover,
a helper,
who can bring me back to safe forever,
and never even let me look back at the edge,
for the person will be by my side, forever,
throughout my life,
till my last breath,
without making my heart and my hopes fail.

Author's Note:

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~Shasha