𝐌𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐓𝐨 𝐁𝐞 (𝐇𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐢𝐤 𝐌𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐋.𝐒) **Being Edited**

Is It Really Him?

i couldnt move..i couldnt speak..my baby boy was right infront of me..he looks exactly how i imagined him too be when he grew up eyes like mine, messy hair like kol strong built and devishly handsome he was the perfect mixture of the two of us put together

"is it really you?" i asked softly looking in his eyes as i stood up and walked slowly over to him

is this the baby i gave birth to?

he gave me a small smile and walked up to me with tears in his eyes and said one sentence that broke my heart

"why did you leave me" he whispered

we both broke into tears at that moment and wrapped are arms round eachother tightly too afraid to let eachother go just incase one of us disappear

"i didnt want to but mikael would of killed you otherwise and i knew gabriel would raise you into a fine young man..i only wanted you to live and be safe" i told him gently rubbing his back

he just cried onto my shoulder making no move to leave as i comforted my son..my baby boy.. my samuel..hes really here

"you could of came back for me" he choked out

my breathing hitched and i held him tighter

"i couldnt put you into dangers way or let you be damned like me or your father what kind of mother would i be if i would take you from everything you knew it would be selfish of me, even if i wanted to too i had to learn to control the hunger before i saw you again" i whispered

he looked at me through his tear stained cheeks and i noticed how his eyes were filled with so much sadness and happiness combined it hurt to know the sadness is because of me

"did you come to see me again?" he asked biting his lip

i nodded my head its true i visited when he was 5 years old he wouldnt of remembered but i was hiding in the shadows watching him play with a girl called alarira she was ayanna granddaughter i learned a lovely girl she was too

"when" he asked hoarsely

through the rest of the day we spent it talking about times i had visited even though there were few and he told me all about his life finding out at the age of 11 that he was adopted and that i had disappeared with the mikaelsons when he was only around 1 years old then. he told me more about him falling inlove with a girl called sarah but ayanna turned him into one of us and bound his werewolf side and then he left to go search for me and kol ever since

"im so sorry sammy" i murmered hugging him

he sighed heavily then smiled

"sammy?" he asked half playfully

i chuckled nodding my head

"samuel is too formal plus i wanted to name you nicholas after my bestfriend your uncle but sammy will suffice" i laughed

he gave me a sad smile

"you know we have eternity now and for every first i missed i will make up for" i told him with a determined smile

"im so happy i finally found you..i love you mom" he choked out

"i love you too sammy" i whispered

we stood up and made ourselves presentable and walked out into the french courter with big smiles when marcel and everyone came back with frowns till they saw sammy standing next to me and all their faces turned into confusion

"id like you all to meet my son Sam K. Mikaelson" i announced proudly with a big grin on my face