Still Holding On (Jenlisa)

Chapter 8

Lisa's POV

I woke up completely hungover. My head was pounding and I felt like I wanted to die. I groaned as I opened my eyes and felt like I might go blind. It was so fucking bright. I couldn't do this anymore. I had to push Jennie away and there was only one way to do it.

She cared, and I had to make her not to.

I got up and went downstairs.

"Oh shit. Look who it is." Taehyung teased.

"Fuck off" I grumbled. 

"Stop being so grumpy Lis. The day just started." He said laughing.

"Leave her alone Tae" I heard Jin say.

I plopped down in a chair and groaned. "I'm going to kill him"

"Shh calm down Lis" Jin said as he patted my leg.

"Quit being such a baby" Taehyung said.

"Anyways, on the brighter part, the bridesmaids will be here today" Jin said grinning.

I couldn't help but laugh. "You know me too well" I said breaking into a smile.

"I'm about to find me a wife!" Taehyung said, sticking his fist in the air.

Jin started laughing. "You guys are impossible. I can't believe we are related"

"Shut up and make me some damn breakfast." I told him.

Surprisingly, he did. The three of us sat down to eat and were joined by Bambam.

"Where are all the beautiful women at?!" Bambam said loudly as he sat down.

"Can you please not!" I said laughing hysterically.

"You guys are terrible" Jin said, throwing a napkin at Bambam.

In response, Bambam stuck out his tongue and chuckled mischievously.

"The beautiful women" Jin said, putting air quotes, "will be here in a couple of house. In the meantime, we should probably all make ourselves presentable once we are finished with breakfast.

"Okay. Thanks for the list of stupid chores" Taehyung rolled his eyes.

"Also Lisa" Jin said, looking at me "Don't forget you're going out with all of the ladies tonight"

"Are you fucking serious?" I asked.

"You agreed to this a couple months ago" Jin replied.

"Don't worry oppa. Leave their responsibility on me" I said with a smirk.

"Why am I not comforted with that statement" He replied while shaking his head and laughing lightly.

We spent the rest of the breakfast talking about the usual. Cars, driving and women. Once we finished, I took a scalding hot shower. I let the water wash away all of my frustration. Mostly, I wished the guilt to be gone. I had betrayed my brother and it was slowly chipping at me. No matter how much I wanted Jennie, I wanted that to go away more. I wanted to take it back. I was my fault, no hers. I shouldn't have kissed her.

I got out of the shower and got dressed. I felt a little bit better. I was going to move on and leave my indiscretions behind me. I felt relieved.

I could hear several excited voices downstairs. I went down to investigate and sure enough, Jennie had returned with three other women.

I couldn't help but smile.

"Hey" I said, smiling at the group of women. "I'm Lisa"

"Oh hey Lisa. I'm Rosé"