"do you know the meaning of your name?"her father asked
"yes,you told me.....an angel"she replied
"you are my and your mother's angel"he said with a proud smile.
She went on a journey that led her to her FOREVER
I am sitting at the balcony thinking of the family Vacation we came back from yesterday
It has been amazing
We went to their Wikki warm spring
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The water was crystal clear and at a temperature that remains constant
Kamal and I made it our hang out where i will just put my legs inside since I can't swim while he swims happily
Then we went to their museum,it contained historical crafts of their past leaders
The night before we returned we attended a gala night
It was fun especially when Kamal,Kamil,Fareed and Hashim were learning some traditional dance steps.
The sad part of the family Vacation is saying goodbye to my family but after I deliver the baby I am going home to visit them hopefully it falls on holidays
We are just coming back from the hospital and I happened to be two months pregnant
"And here is the tea"Kamal said bringing me out of my thoughts
"Thank you"i said grinning and he touched my nose with his finger playfully
"No thank you say I love you instead"he corrected rubbing my arms
I chuckled pecking his lips softly
"Mummy daddy!" Aayan exclaimed
"When will you get the baby again?"he asked sitting on my laps
"When Allah says is time"Kamal replied holding Aayan's tiny hands
"Can you bring two?a girl and a boy"he requested with his puppy eyes
"It's a gift,it depends on Allah so you go pray" I said thoughtfully
"I will pray for a girl and a boy"he said excitedly
Kamal fist bumped him
"Any home work?"i asked because these days he doesn't come home with books
"Hilwa does it for me"he blurted then his eyes widened
Kamal and I looked at each other,when he realised what he said he ran put
"He always says no homework and his book is always not with him How can children be this smart?"i asked thoughtfully and Kamal laughed
"Aayan come back here!"i exclaimed
I got up about to run after him but Kamal stopped me
"You are carrying a baby remember,I will go catch him for you"Kamal assured
I nodded with a smile while he ran after Aayan
I laughed watching them run out of the room
"Speaking of assignments"i got up to go carry my phone so i can see the assignment questions they sent to us when my back suddenly started aching
And then abdominal pain,I felt liquids between my legs and it was so mushy
Am I on my period?
I raised my gown only to see blood,I gasped loudly as my eyes begin to tear
And i started seeing double I heard someone call my name before darkness took over me.
Kamal's pov
We are now in the waiting room,the nurse came out after some minutes calling us inside
"Doctor Fauziya,is the baby Okay?"i asked anxiously
"I have some bad news Doctor Kamal.I'm sorry to say this but her case is incompetent cervix"Doctor Fauziya said with a sad expression
"Doctors and their terms"Kamil said slightly annoyed but i knew that's why I froze
"I am sorry to say,you just lost your baby She had a miscarriage due to her womb she can't carry a baby but she will be given medication.in sha Allah she will be able to carry a baby and even deliver"she explained and everyone seemed shocked She walked away after praying for us
I glanced at Malak who laid unconscious on the bed
We just lost our baby,our gift
I closed my eyes as tears trailed down my cheeks
Dad was mumbling some supplications
Kamil placed his hands on my shoulder as some form of support
I kept mumbling some supplications to calm my mind
We left Raliyah and Aayan at home He was crying when we left So i called her to tell her Mallam Hassan will be coming to get food for Malak
Suddenly the door opened and Mother walked in looking distraughted
Followed by Father and Fareed
"Is she Okay?is the baby Okay?"mother asked sitting on a chair next to Malak's bed
"She had a miscarriage"Dad said sadly
"Inna lilahi wa inna ilaihi rajuun(from Allah we come and to him we shall return)"Mother,Father,Fareed said in unison
Mother kept mumbling some prayers before Malak started opening her eyes slowly
"Why am here?"she asked weakly
Then she looked down at her stomach then gasped
"Is my baby Okay?"she asked and no one could speak
"Kamal why are you quiet?is our baby Okay?"she asked anxiously
Mother held her hands gently
"Life and death is in the hands of Allah, Malak I am sorry to say you had a miscarriage May the foetus soul rest in peace and may Allah grant you the strength"mother said softly
"Inna lilahi wa inna ilaihi rajuun( from Allah we come and to him we shall return)"she uttered and startrd crying holding onto to Mother
And my heart broke again and again
But then I whispered "Inna lilahi wa inna ilaihi rajuun(from Allah we come and to him we shall return)
