Save me

chapter thirteen

Cameron Reese

"I like you Ayden" the words left my mouth before I even thought of what I was saying.

I didn't know how I felt towards Ayden till this week. He was a guy. I was a guy. Two guys in a relationship is wrong?

I thought.

I didn't know if I was straight or gay. I wanted to be straight but I knew deep down I wasn't. I just didn't want to admit it.

I thought.

I felt like once I said the words out loud that it made them true. I didn't want to be gay. I wanted to be normal. Gay isn't normal. Gay is wrong. Straight is right. But Ayden's gay. He's not wrong. Is he?

I thought.

Every day this week, after school I would find some girl to hook up with. I was desperate to try and get rid of my "feelings" I had seemed to catch for Ayden. I didn't want to like him. But I did.

I fucked 4 girls. One on Monday. Tuesday. Wednesday. Thursday. No one today. Today was Friday. Ayden's birthday. I didn't want to be with some hoe. I wanted to be with him.

Out of the four girls I had fucked none of them felt good. It felt wrong. I could barley get hard and I didn't even want to have sex with any of them but I did. Each time I thought of Ayden. I couldn't help myself. I would close my eyes and imagine it was him moaning and not some girl.

The only reason I fucked those girls was because I wanted to be normal. I wanted to be straight. I realize now that I'm not straight. I'm gay.

I like boys even though I had never been with one. I knew I liked boys now or one boy. Ayden.

I liked Ayden Grant. And he was a boy.

I told him I was claiming what's mine. I wanted him to be mine. I wanted him now.  I walked over to him. He was sitting on his bed looking up at me. He looked so innocent and pure. That turned me on even more.

I was a little horny. I hadn't had sex today. I wanted to but I didn't. My only opinion right now was Ayden. I wanted to fuck him. Right now.

I sat down on his bed and motioned for him to sit on my lap. He looked at me for a second before moving over.

I stared at him and said "I want to make you feel good". Which is true. I did want him to feel good.

I took off his shirt and kissed his neck and collarbone. I left love bites all over his chest and collarbone area. I didn't want anyone else to have Ayden. I was selfish. I wanted him for myself. I didn't want any other guy to have him. This is my way of ensuring that he didn't have anyone else.

Ayden didn't stop me, he just allowed me to do what I pleased. I flipped us over so I was on top of him and he was laying down. I gave him kisses all the way from his neck, to his chest, to his waist, and to his hips until I reached his pants.

I unbuttoned his pants and pulled them off. I took of my own shirt as well so he wouldn't be the only one without clothes on.

"Um, what are you doing?" Ayden asked looking unsure.

"Giving you a blowjob" I said casually. He stared at me with wide eyes and his mouth open. The things I could put in there.

"Is that okay?" I asked. He stared at me for a minute and then nodded. I continued to pull off his boxers and threw them to the side. He was hot. Ayden was sexy.

I opened my mouth and wrapped my lips around his cock and began sucking it. I heard him moan instantly.

"Oh fuck" he muttered. I knew he was feeling good by the was his eyes were closed tightly and the noises coming from his mouth.

I kept doing this until I knew he would come soon. I wanted to save that for later. He looked up to me and said "why'd you stop?"

"Can't cum just yet" I told him. He sat up and looked at me.

"What are you doing?" I asked. "I want to return the favor."

"You don't have too. Just let me make you feel good, Ayden" I said. He smiled at me and I told him to lay back down on his stomach this time.

Ayden had a cute ass. It was small yet still cute. It looked like a girls one but better. I loved it.

I bent down and held his butt with my hands. I slipped my tongue between them and started moving it circularly around his hole. I moved it in and out of his ass.

"Mmm" Ayden was moaning loud. Too loud. My parents were going to hear him if he wasn't quieter. But I knew he felt good. I wanted him to feel good tonight.

"Be quieter, if you don't want my parents walking in" I told him. "Mm can't, feels to good" he murmured.

I went back to eating out his ass and I added one finger in. His hole was so tight. I didn't expect that. But it was so hot to me.

"It hurts" Ayden whined. "It'll feel better soon" I told him.

"Do the other thing with your tongue, that felt better".

I laughed and kept fucking him with my finger. I added two more to which Ayden was not happy with. I knew it hurt him now but he would feel better soon.

He groaned in pain as I added a third finger into his already extremely tight hole.

I leaned over him and whispered in his ear "I'm gonna take care of you and make you feel so good baby."

He nodded and I got up to grab some lube because my dick was not gonna go in dry. I came back and spread it over his hole and on my dick. I told Ayden to flip back over so I could see his face while I fucked him and made him feel good.

"You ready?" I asked. He bit his lip and looked at me with worry. He nodded hesitantly. Him biting his lip only turned me on more. I slid my dick into his hole slowly, trying my best to not hurt him. He was so fucking tight though. I wasn't even sure my dick would fit all the way.

His face scrunched up in pain and I felt bad. He was groaning in pain. I kept fucking him until his groans turned into moans. I leaned in asked "How are you feeling, baby?"

"Great daddy" he said with his eyes still closed.

Great daddy.

Those words turned me on so much. I started fucking him even harder and faster than before. My thrusts were getting sloppier but I didn't care. I was about to cum. I kept going until I came in Ayden's ass.

"Oh fuck yeah" he moaned. I grabbed his dick and started stroking him until he came on my hand.

I went to the bathroom and came back with a towel. I cleaned off my hand and around his ass where some of my cum had leaked out. I threw the towel on the floor and laid next to Ayden.

His eyes were closed and I just stared at him. He was so beautiful. His face was perfect, his hair, his body. He was perfect.

"That felt amazing" he said bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Yes it did" I agreed. It was the first time I had sex with a guy and it was amazing. It was the best sex I've ever had.

I grabbed his chest and pulled him closer to me. I pulled his blanket over us and held him for the rest of the night. I fell asleep with him in my arms and it felt amazing.

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