The Broken (Book 1: Broken series)

Mating...

Find those arms that will hold you tightly during your weakest moments. Find those eyes that will see the true beauty in you, even during those ugly times in your life and find a heart that will love you, even when you are at your worst.

Elizabeth (Liz)

I  couldn't sleep I was so torn up about my mate that I can’t even sleep a wink, every now and then I would feel the pull but it’s not strong enough to pull me to him

It has been like that for the past 5 years I know his close by because I would get the pull whenever he was here and that is often, but I cannot seem to find him

It has been hard to get out to the world and meet friends or got to school, every were I turn they are either mated or just found each other

I cannot help but be a little jealous of what they have, every time I look at them, they always have love in their eyes or making out or just holding hands

However, the thing that really kills me is that they are happy I mean they are truly unbelievably happy; I for one feel like I have a hole in my heart that only my mate can heal it, it is tearing me apart knowing his so close but out of reach

I was currently watching TV; well not really watching more like flipping to different channels ever 2seconds, my mind was lost in thought of my mate

Then all the sudden the door started unlocking and I knew my roommate and her mate is home, when the door opened, my roommate was laughing at something her mate said

"That isn’t true," she said smiling and her mate held her waist his face getting closer to her

"Want to bet?" he asked seductively and she giggled

"Hi guys," I said giving out that I am in the room they both turned around looking at me as if I was not here when they came in

"Oh hi Liz" said my roommate

"Hey jess, hey Matt" I greeted 

"Sup Liz you ok? You look a little blue tonight" I smiled

"I’m good just about to take a walk," I said getting up

"Were you headed?" asked jess

"I don’t know probably go for a run in wolf" I said while shrugging my shoulders

"Ok hon. be careful"

"Yeah"

"Call if you need anything," said matt then they disappeared to their bedroom

 I walked out of the back door towards the forest still in my silhouette not caring what to wear because I was going to be in my wolf form most of the time

I walked to the edge and shifted to my brown and Wight wolf then I ran towards the small place I like to call Paradise

It was beautiful place to be, I go there when I needed a break from reality or I just want to be alone, I reached the place and shifted back to human form then I sat on the small bench I looked up to the moon

Then the song talking to the moon by Bruno mars came in my head and I started singing, then I felt the pull so strong and I knew my mate was watching me I finish the song and smiled

"You can come out now my mate" I said I was happy to have found him; he slowly came out of the bushes in his wolf form

"You’ve been watching and listening huh?" I asked and he nod his wolf head I giggled

"You have been hard to find," I said while rubbing his head he rather purred and I smiled

"Can you shift back to your human form so I can see you?" he looks at me then nods yes I smiled then he shifted back to human form butt naked I looked away embarrassed and I heard him laugh and his laugh was deep and sexy

"My loves you have been hard to find too" I only nod "look at me my love"

"I can’t," I breathed out still imagining his sexy abs and omg

"My love, I am now and forever yours to touch, look and do whatever you wish to do so don’t be shy to look at me without clothes on" I smiled and slowly turned towards him and all I could think of is oh my god!

He was beautiful, his hair is black as night his lips were kissable, his eyes showed so much happiness and love his body was...was

"Mine" I said it aloud without realizing it until he agreed with me

I could feel my face heat up, embarrassed that I said it aloud he laughed, this time turning me on, I wanted to jump him now and make sweet love to him and let him mark me

"I’m Aiden what is your name?" he asked and I was still thinking about jumping him

"Liz" I breathed out

"Is it short for Elizabeth?" I only nod

"beautiful name for a beautiful mate" by then I already made up my mind and I jumped him kissing him with all the passion I got and running my hands on his abs and he kissed back and slowly running his hands on my body and it felt so freaking wonderful

"We should stop," he said in between the kisses

"Why?" I asked when I stopped to catch my breath

"Because if we start I won’t be able to hold back and mark you, I been searching for ages and my wolf is anxious to mark you" he said breathing hard I looked into his eyes and made my decision

"Then mark me...mate" as soon as I said that he had me on the ground kissing down my neck and I moaned at the feeling

Then he slowly and carefully took my clothes off, were ever his hand touches he kisses it and I moaned every time he did it, then when I was fully naked he looked into my eyes

"this will hurt a bit my love" I nod then he thrust into me, it was one of the best night of my life I was now fully mated and happy we made love till the sun rose the next day,