love me or leave me

i love the way she laughs

alison's pov

i'm rudely awakened to the sound of aria and spencer coming from upstairs.

holy fuck they do it all the time.

i slowly remember that i'm hungover. i notice mona laying on my chest.

i slowly lift her off so that i can get up, but don't wake her.

i look around the rest of the living room to see if i can see hanna but i don't see her anywhere.

'han?' i say as i walk into the kitchen.

'oh.. uh.. yeah alison?' she turns around to face me. i notice she's been crying.

i don't say anything and go into hug her instead.

'what's wrong baby?' i say as i pull out of the hug and wipe her tears away with my thumb.

'i miss emily so much alison' she leans into hug me again.

'i know, i know you do' i caress her back. 'but hey, you've survived two weeks without her. i think you can make it 6 more' i remind her.

'i guess your right.' she sighs as she lifts a bowl out of the cupboard.

'do you want water? i'm sure you're hung over, i mean you were pretty drunk last night' she tells me.

'yeah water would be nice. but hanna?'

'yes alison?'

'mona and i... did we do anything last night?'

'oh no! well.. yes. but nothing like that'

'then what did we do. because when i woke up she was practically on top of me'

'well last night she said goodnight beautiful. i didn't think much of it until you said goodnight baby. you guys weren't near eachother when you went to sleep though..'

this makes no sense. how could mona and i just end up on top of eachother?

mona's pov

i wake up in spencers house. i rub my head. i'm so fucking tired and my head hurts.

i decide to go into the kitchen.

wait never mind. whenever i tried to get up i'm pretty sure i was about to collapse, so sat back onto the sofa.

i whipped out my phone to tell mike i didn't think i'd be able to make it to our date tonight.

he said it was okay, so we drifted into casual conversations

-text-

mike: did you like the necklace i bought you?❤️

mona: of course, i wear it every day!💜

mike: i'm glad you like it. it's as nearly beautiful as you are mona❤️

mona: you're so corny! ahhahah but i love that about you💜

mike: hey you know what? instead of going out on our big fancy dinner, how about you come round to mine and watch christmas movies with me❤️

mona: id love to baby💜

-end of text-

'hey han, hey ali, where spencer and aria?' i ask them

'what do you think' they reply in unison as the roof jumps up and down.

'i didn't picture aria like this. i knew she was a slut.. but she was also very shy. it's weird' hanna says

'like a whole new side of her... i think, when people fall in love, they forget about all the bad stuff and focus on all the good stuff..' alison says as she looks me dead in the eye. almost as if she was referring to me.

'i know what you mean' han agrees with ali's statement.

arias pov

'phew! i didn't know you had that in you spence' i laugh as i hop off her body

'i could say the same about you' she presses into my naked body.

'spence?' i whisper as i move some strands of hair out of her face.

'yeah?'

'i love you'

'you do?' she questions me with a confused look on her face.

'i do'

'well, in that case, i love you too aria montgomery' she pecks my lips.

emily's pov

'baby!! all i'm saying is that in my opinion i think chidi and eleanor belong together' i tell my beautiful girlfriend over our facetime.

'i don't know if i agree babe, tahani and eleanor seem pretty in love if you ask me' she giggles.

those god damn giggles. that laugh. i love the way she laughs. everything about her. i love.

'i miss you' she breaks the silence

'i miss you too han'

'no. like i really miss you. it hurts me not being able to see you every day. to hug you every day. you mean the world to me emily and i can't bear 6 more weeks without you'

'i miss you too baby. my mom complains to me all the time because i'm not paying attention to her. i'm too busy thinking about you. i miss you so much'

'i don't think i could've asked for a more perfect girlfriend'

'well you could ask for yourself.. but that would be weird' i joke. i don't know if she understood it because the laugh seemed forced

'i'm tired' i say

'babyyy dont leave me' she pouts at my sentence.

'i won't don't worry. i'll keep my computer on. i'll fall asleep beside you. we'll wake up together'

'that sounds nice emily catherine fields'

god it's so sexy whenever she says my full name. i don't know why.

'goodnight to the love of my life' i tell hanna as she drifts off to sleep.