Seamus's secret

Seamus what happened

Seamus's P.O.V

I couldnt sit next to James not because Eddie was there, but out of fear that I could hurt him...

last night was a mistake, as much as I liked being out for once I couldn't control my next set of actions...

last night - Seamus

i'm glad James send me away before I had a chance to do something that I regreted, as soon as I was out, I went to a near by ally and turned into my bat form and flew home.

when I got home I saw how messed up my house looked, I got so angry that I must of gone on a hunt for blood or somthing... all I remember seeing was red...

back to present

I couldn't sit with James, because I was a vampire and after last nights actions I knew that I was to dangerous to be around... I did know I was dangerous, when I first learned what I was... I had no idea what I was capable of, I did sort of learn it when I killed my own mom, I'm dangerous but from what I remember looking like this morning, i relised im much more, i was drenched in blood...

"let me get up you fuckers!" I heard James shout out at the others, what was going on... I didn't look over at them them, I had to keep control...

SMASH

"what the fuck!" I said as I swung my head over to where James is, all the glass from the bus window had broke, and Eddie was holding his head with bloodly hands...

as soon as I saw the blood I had to use all my self control not to kill him right than... I quickly looked back to my hands trying to get my mind of the blood... which was probably slowly dripping to the floor... what a waste... no Seamus snap out of it

I put my earphones in so I didn't have to hear Aleks panicking over Eddie's head, and James and Dex arguing and punching each other

the bus stopped and all I saw was Aleks running downstairs with a broken Eddie in his arms, and Dex running after them, I stood up from my seat and saw James laying there with a black eye and blood on him

this was all my fault...

"James--- James I'm sorry" I said walking up to him "what was that about man!" he said at me he was getting up now, did he forgive me that quickly... wow.

"c'mon lets get to homeroom before we get in more trouble" James said as we walked off the bus, James really was a good friend even if I wasn't on that bus...

"look Seamus don't think about what happened on that bus I'm fine your fine and, and as far as I'm concerned we are still friends" James said looking at me as he stopped, I stopped too and looked at him "I'm sorry James, I just have too----

the bell rang, what was I going to say anyway 'oh look you know James I'm a fucking vampire sorry if I kill you' no I can't tell him "ugh don't worry c'mon lets go" I said walking towards homeroom