In My Skin ( Completed)

Chapter 23

Destiny ~

So everyday meka has been on me about my usage of coco butter and eating healthy. I be like bitch stop please i ain't tryna be skinny I'm trying to flatten my stomach. Like yesterday she made peas with baked chicken and we had water to drink.

Bitch i want some fried chicken with flavor rice and kool aid. Plus i don't like peas or sweet peas at all . Shaking my head help me please!

Its Saturday day morning and its 4 am . Meka jumps on my bed

"bitch wake up " meka says

"bitch fuck up " I say pulling the covers over my head

" bitch turn up " she say trying to rhyme with me

" Bitch match up " I say turning the other way

" Get the fuck up " she says hitting my ass

"Why ? " I say looking at her and rubbing my butt

" Dress comfortable " she says leaving my room

I get up and rub my eyes. I went to my draw and put on my grey areopastle short shorts with a purple tank top , and some purple converses . Fuckin bitch meka gonna make me slap her. I put my hair in a bun then put on my glasses. Yes i wear glasses their black .

I went into my closet and got my areopastle grey and purple jacket. I went downstairs to go get something to drink i really want a soda. Right when i was about to take a sip

"Excuse me " she says

"your excused " I say putting the can to my lips

"put it down " pointing her finger at me and coming closer to me

"nope " I say before putting it to my lips to taste the sweet taste

"i said put it down" tameka says acting like a mother and coach . I pop it open and begin drinking my mountain dew . She comes up to me and takes it out of my hand spilling it. I snatch it out of her hand and she jumps on my back. Then next thing you know we both on the ground and the soda is in both of our hair.

" Bitch " I say laying on the floor

" hoe " she says laying next to me

"slut" I say rolling my eyes

" fake ass nigga " she says

" pussy ass nigga" I say

We started sayin nigga nigga nigga at the same time. Then we laugh , We both had to change into something else. We closed up the house and went for a run . We walked to our school track field and we ran around 4 times. I went up the bleaches 2 times i was so tired all i saw was 100 steps.

When we got home she made a fruit salad that happily wanted it had melon , pineapples , apples as in green , red . Strawberries , kiwi , mango , peaches , coconut. It was good then she handed me a bottle of water . I happily drunk that too i was so full.

Then she made me not reminded me to go put on my coco butter. I sat in my room in my black bra on Skype with justice . I started to put on the cream on my shoulders and my lower back that's where the stupid stretch marks are. Plus I'm dark skin so its easier to see better yet notice.

We talked on skype for a while then i shut my computer down. I laid my head on my pillow then tears came down my face i just wanted to be like them other girls . But i don't think ill ever be that .

Tear ran down my face as Layla and Alexa , and Tameka came into my head. Why am i dark skin ? why do i have stretch marks ? Am i really ugly ? yea i am i hate how i look. I laid in my own thoughts drowning into my own mess. Where did the time go i cried myself to sleep remember a younger me.

1 am~

I couldn't sleep i got out of bed and put on my Hollister sweatpants with my black flip flops. i put on my black glasses then slowly creeped out the door . Into my car and called Jeremiah he has been calling me but no answer . I oovoo him and he answered

" wassup baby" Jeremiah says

"i am not your baby " I respond back laughing

"you will be soon " he says with a lot of pride in himself

"whatever " I say letting him go with his dreams

I laughed at his comment .It was getting hot in this car i don't know if it was how much we both like each other or what. I turned on my car and turned on the AC .

"what you up to ? " Jeremiah asks

" in my car i couldn't sleep " I say putting my seat back

"aww why love ? "He says sounding like a baby

"nigga i hardly know ya ass" I say laughing

"so you can get to know me" Jeremiah says licking his full lips

"alright whats your favorite color ? " I ask

" green" he responds

"favorite ice cream flavor ?" I ask

"Chocolate " he says making me blush

"Favorite time of day ? " I ask

"Midnight " he response back

"Whats your favorite thing to do ? " I ask

" be in my studio and play ball " Jeremiah says

" so your a ball playing lawyer who can cook . Who also loves to make music ? " I ask laughing a little

"yup " he responds once again licking his lips

" wow " I say

"So tell me about you " he says making his right eyebrow go up

"what you wanna know ? " I say sitting up in the driver seat

" what's your favorite holiday ?" He asks

"Christmas " I say smiling

"Okay so .... Whats the best place for a first date ? " he asks licking his lips

Me: The beach

Jeremiah: Whats your favorite ice cream flavor ?

"Birthday cake " I say smiling wide

" favorite movie " Jeremiah asks laughing at me

"I do , i did " I response back smiling

"whats your last name ? " He asks

"whats yours " I say knowing he's not going to respond back

He doesn't answer he just starts laughing

"Exactly " I say laughing knowing he probably he doesn't wanna tell me cause he doesn't like his last name

We laughed and talked some more . I got back into the house about 5 am . I was so happy then i thought about Justice am i cheating on him or no ?

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