In love with A ex friend~G.D

26 (flash back story)

We went home and I I'm packed my things once I was done I laid down cause I felt very tried "babe.." I said tiredly "what" Grayson said Turing around "come cuddle with me please" I Said. He smirked and came over

"You have no idea how much i love you" he said. I turn over

"I love your smile your eyes your personality I love everything about and I know it sounds cheesy but you really have no idea how much I do" he said I smile "Grayson Bailey Dolan have I ever told you how much I love you" he looks at me and kisses me

"We're both cheesy" he said I giggle "I guess we are but that mean we love each other a lot" I said he kisses me again "I know baby I can't wait to marry you" he said I smiled and snuggled more against him he played with my hair and we talked about our history and how funny it was that everything that happed lead me back to him..

(Flash back starts now)

"Madison before you go I want you to meet Grayson and Ethan" he says I look back and smile "actually it's Ethan and Grayson" ethan says while Grayson stares at me "um hi I'm Madison"
(2)
I laughed and smiled "you have a really nice smile...sorry if that was weird for me to say" Grayson said I laughed "thank you and no it's not" Grayson smiled and kept laughing looking at me then I looked up at him and he just stared right in to my eyes
(3)
Grayson's POV
When Ethan told me Madison went missing my whole heart stopped.it felt like the world just stopped Turning I really like Madison, Madison's my everything she means so much to me and i just never really gotten to tell her cause it only been a month but i honestly i feel like Madison and me really do have a connection. "Wait I remember her telling us something but I can't remember" I said "shit what was it shit" Ethan said getting angry "what if she kills her self" I say almost crying "she wouldn't do that would she" Ethan said "it could be a possibility"....
(4)
I looked at Grayson "why do you talk to me I'm a loser no one likes me I'm not Perfect and I never will be I wish I could just die" i say crying
Grayson looks at me and lifts up my chin. He hugs me and says "it's okay not to be perfect it's okay to feel down and have a bad day it's okay not to fit in but it's not okay to see the girl that i love wanting to die"
I pull back from the hug and look in to his eyes "you..you love me" he looks into my eyes and starts to tear up........ "yes and I have for a while now I was scared to tell but when you tried suicided I thought I lost you forever and I couldn't bare to lose cause I love you so much" he said I whipped his tears and kissed him "I love you too
(6)
Grayson I need to tell you something that you probably don't want to hear but I have to tell you" "okay and that is" "well I love you and we're really good friends but I really don't think we should even think about dating maybe someday but not now after everything I need time" I said he scoffs "you need time yeah right all you need is time of a new boyfriend Madison just leave you mean nothing to me your just some girl I met" a tear ran down my face "is that really how you feels about me" I said he nodded his head i go up and ran out the door
(13)
He smiled and kissed me "I feel the same way and I'm sorry too. For getting jealous for saying your some girl I'm sorry for everything cause you mean so much to me and I mean it" he said then I smiled "Madison Ivy Paris will you be my girlfriend" he asksed "yes! I thousand yes's" I said he laughed. I jumped on him and I wrapped my legs around his waist and I kissed him
(16)
which left me and grayson. "so last night" he said "yeah last night was um" "bad." he added "yeah" i said.. we didnt talk for a minute. "did you mean what you said' i said to break the silents "no.no.not at all i guess i was mad" "you guess or it was cause your mad" " i was mad i guess" "okay your not getting it um look ill be in the backyard and i would like it if yo would stay out of my way'' i said walking away grayson pulls me back ''wait are you breaking up with me'' he asked "i-i dont know" i said he let go of my arm and walked away
i walked outside and i found alissa "hey girl whats up" she said "i.i think me and grayson broke up" i said "cool" she said i got close to her ear "i said me and grayson might have broken up" she looked at me and took my hand and lead me to a corner where we could hear each other "why what happened" "we fought last night and we never said sorry or even made up and i asked if he met what he said and he said i guess i was mad'' "he guesses or he was mad?" "thats what asked but he just said the same thing so i said i think he should leave me alone and he asked if were done and i said i dont know and he walked away so yeah'' "damn im sorry mads" "its fine im going to go find him and say sorry" "good" she said we hugged and i went back inside
i countinued to look for grayson but i couldnt find him but his car was hear. then i saw him in the kitchen with aria my high school bully i started to cry so i decied to shut the party down "alright everyone out!.....NOW." everyone left and i ran up to my room and emma and alissa ran to my room ''mads whats wrong" alissa asked "i saw grayson kissing somebody else" i said alissa and emma hugged me "who" emma asked "my high school bully aria" "omg ill be back" emma said she rushed downstiars and we both looked over the stair well and emma slapped grayson " her highschool bully really" "im sorry what" "you kissed the girl who has hurt madison are you happy" graysons just stared at her. he looked up at me and came running up the stairs and i ran into my room and locked it "madison im sorry" "sorry is not gonna cut it" "im sorry i really am but i think i found someone else" he said i opened up the door and he saw the tears coming down "is this what you really want" "i dont want you but you can find yourself somebody else who can love you'' he said i just looked at him "but i love you" "im sorry find somebody else" he left and so did the rest leaving me in my room and alissa trying to open my door...
(17)
We went on the roller coasters some other ride then he looked at me and took my hand and went on the fairst wheel "so what do you think" he asked "Grayson your a awesome guy and I like you a lot but.," "but you don't wAnna forgive me" he said "you made out with aria the girl who tried to make me kill myself" "look I'm sorry."
Then the ride stopped "sorry guys we're having difficulties please be seated and will fix it" the guy said
Me and Grayson looked At each other. We were on the top the sun was setting. And he moves next to me "I'm sorry I really wasn't thinking I love so much you have no idea I can't look at you at think your gonna be with Someone who's not me" he said I looked up at him "please Grayson I can never replace you" he smiled "so then why can't we get back together" "I don't have to explain myself cause I already have" "I get it your still mad and upset at me but you can't be forever" I look up at him "I just really am sorry I love you so much that I just can't be with out you..." Grayson said
I rolled my eyes and kissed him cause it's the only think that will shut him up "can speak now" I Said "uh..um.yeah" "thank you.i never said I didn't want to get back together I just said I need time from everything" "we were together for a year I can't throw that away like that" "I know and I can't either and I don't want to" "I swear I will never do anything like that again please one more chance".....
I looked down and looked up at him "fine one more chance that's it" I said he smiled and kiss me.....

I woke up from my dream of all the the stuff me and Grayson's got into I looked up at him he looks cute while he sleeps. I unrapped myself and Grayson's Wakes up....