In love with A ex friend~G.D

19

I was outside on swing writing in my diary
This past week has been very interesting ive grown to know more about Grayson and so has he about me but somethings up with him I can put my finger on it. I heard the back foot open and I look up to see Grayson coming my way so I quickly close it. He comes over and sits next to me "hey" he said "hi" "so whatca writing" "I can't tell you cause it's nun of your business" I said Grayson put his hang up to his chest to acted like he's hurt "ouch alright anyways come with me" he said getting up pulling me up. I grabbed his hands and he went up to his room "what's going on" I asked he picked me up and wrapped my legs around his waist "it's nun of your business" he said smirking "oh my god really my words" I said,
he takes me and lays me on the bed and starts to kiss me. I push me away from me "I'm sorry I can't" "you can't what" "this not us but I just can't right with sex cause I feel like that what all we do" I said he lifts my head and looks me straight in the eyes "I don't care about sex okay if you wanna take a break of what we do then that fine with me" he said

I smiled "thank you." "Yeah no problem I guess" he turns in the tv and goes on his phone while I write in my book

I wanna tell Grayson that I've been looking at colleges I also wanna tell him that I'm going to be living on campus and here I know he won't take it well I already sent in my application in hopefully I know soon but for now it's our little secret

I close my book and put in my safe spot where no one usually looks. I turn around and head down stairs I go into the kitchen and sit at the table with my phone in my hands...I get really nervous when I'm waiting for a call from brother I don't talk to him like I used to but I know that I should. I told him once a letter came from USC to call me right away.. it's been a few weeks since I applied I'm really hoping I te in cause I can make new friends and have then best year that it can be.

A few minutes past by and Grayson and down the stairs and went into the fridge "what you up to" Grayson asked "nothing" I said looking back at my phone "oh really" he said, he came over and sat down and started to eat his cereal "yes really I'm just waiting for a call" I say "for?" I look at him "um.my brother" I said looking back down "your brother?..what about him" "oh nothing I just told him to call me cause I wanna talk to him" "oh okay they why don't you call him" he said putting his food away "cause I-look it's him I'll be back"

I get up at head in the front yard I click answers right away "hello" I said "Madison it's here" Alex said "finally I've been waiting for it to come" "haha I know you seem excited" "I am this is the best college for me and I know I'll love it...hopefully" "do want me to drop it off or you coming here" "I'll come there I'll see you in 10" "alright love you bye" "love you too bye." We end the call and I turn around to see Grayson by the half way opened door

Grayson's POV
I saw Madison have left the door half opened so I went to close then I heard her say "this is the best college for her" my heart was beating so fast I didn't want to lose her I so I just stood there and she turned around

Madison's POV
I turn around to see Grayson almost in tears I try to go up to him but he backs away "Grayson I'm sorry I didn't tell you" I say trying to get close to him "why didn't you tell me you applied to college I thought you never wanted to go back to school cause if everything" he said "yeah I didn't but I changed my mind I wanna meet new people" "okay I get that but your still gonna live here right" he said I looked down at the floor and back at him. Before I could say a word he buts in "wow really we moved in together and now your going to live on campus are kidding me" "Grayson my decisions are my decisions okay I know we moved in I'll live here too I'll just go back and forth from time to time" "no I want you here all the time I like spending everyone money with you even if it's only for a little time cause the little thinks matter" "Grayson! Stop why can't you just let me find new friends" "cause..I'm afraid the things that happened will happen again"

Grayson scoffs and heads upstairs I look at him while he goes to our room..I head out the door and head to Alex's house...I knocked in his door and he invited me in "so nice to see you" he said giving me a hug " nice to see you to it's been awhile" "yeah it has" we back away from the hug and he leads me upstairs into my old room "the letter in in your bed" he said "why'd you put it there" "idk just felt like something I would do" I laugh and I go over to the bed.

Pick up the letter and rip it opened I start to read it
Dear Madison pairs I inform you that you will be able to attended USC "
I look back up and smile I run to Alex anf hug him he pulls away "you got in?" He said u nodded my head "yes.! Yes I did" he hugs me tightly and spins me around "Ik so happy for you what are you going to tell Grayson though" I back away "I don't know he found that I applied for college and he got all mad that I wouldn't be living at home and he stormed off" "I'm sorry Grayson is just upset he doesn't want to lose you" "I know I get that and he won't"

I hug Alex one last time and I leave to go back home... I entered the house and I went upstairs I opened our bedroom and I saw Grayson just lying there looking up at the celling "hey.Grayson can we talk" I say stepping in the room.....