I hate (love) you Tom x sucidal Tord

:') oh no

Aurthor's note.

  Okay so I don't really know how to start this but we'll seen. Okay, so, as you know back to school is coming and all, well I don't know about you but, i've already have startedi' school. And this school year I changed schools, beacuse I moved. And right now, i'm having a hard time making friends, most of the time I sit all alone at lunch time, because I have no friends, ( I mean I did kinda make a friend on friday, but I don't know for sure.)  Anyways the main reason I'm writing this is a stupid reason, ( im sure no one cares but oh well.) So the other day I started having a crush on this one guy in my class, I thought he liked me back, but I was wrong like always! So like a couple days past and my school is having a back to school dance. Then people started talking about it, then thr guy I liked startes talkiing to me, then all of sudden the other person sitting next to me tells me that the guy I liked was going to ask a girl out to the dance, but that girl wasn't me, it was the girl sitting in front of me. ( btw, I forgot to add in this detail in but, i'm very good at hiding my emotions, if I can't for some reason I'll look away.) So I was just sitting there listening how he was gonna tell her, and it hurt. But I don't really know if she said yes. But I know I'll get over it, i hope. But right now I'm starting to like someone else, so I guess that's a good sign, idk. Anyways if you read all of this, thank you, and I really hope you have an awesome day/night! Thanks for reading, next chapter is coming in a couple hours or so. Bye <3 ♡