{Sorry I haven't been updating~~ my depression has worsen so.. Warning cutting and kinda graphic}
•AUTHORS POV•
Light was asleep forawhile but L was awake, but he waited to make sure light was really asleep. L walked over to the dresser and opened it, moving aside clothe and pulling out a blade with some tissue and the handcuffs keys. As he unlocked the handcuff off his hand L went into the bathroom to start the process he had done almost every night ever since the Kira case started.
•L's point of view•
I sighed and pulled up my sleeve and looked down at the scars disappointed in myself. Truth was that I wore long sleeves so no one can see my scars, but I knew one day someone will find out. I took the blade down to my skin and winced slightly as I pushed deeper I could feel blood drip down my arm and I silently cried. As I cried light came to my mind 'Did he really love me..? Or was he toying with my emotions? Was he using me to get my name?! Is this a kind of sick game to him!!?' I sighed using the tissue to wipe the blood away. I looked down at my new scar apon my white skin, so it was as clear as day to see. { Sorry short chapter.. But I've been depressed.. }
