Toni's Mind

The Numb's Fear to Feel

So gentle, sweet , and kind.
Who knew he'd be on my mind.
Couldn't let the past lay ,
So he made sure he said what he wanted to say.

Another chance, so sure in his choice stance.
He doesn't know me,
Am I even who he wants me to be?
Someone strong to grow with is what he see.

His touch is light but demanding
The caresses, our bodies secretly commanding
Nothing compares not even heat,
Pure excitement and contentment when he's in my passenger seat.

Emotions that were once dead,
Feelings that were unknown,
Pursued ,nursed, and lead,
From there a valuable connection grown.

Fear of being left,
Hoping that what's left of my heart , He doesn't theft
It's scary how we fit together like art.

The idea that he can't love me lingers in sight,
A tormenting thought I think about every night.
I could want us to work out with all my might,
But it's up to Fate to feel we're right.

A warmth so young and new,
Negativity we try not to spew
So sensitive and easily bruised
My heart has always been misused.

Tonight I see I can't be the girl for you,
So please be happy and live your life whatever you do....