Glass Hearts (Alan Ashby Fanfic)

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Why was Alan here? Shouldn't he be meeting fans or something

"What do you want?" I sipped a little bit of my coke & stared up at him, waiting for an answer

"I saw you leave so I just followed trying to make sure that you were ok" he looked everywhere else scratching the back of his neck

Was he actually nervous?

"Well I'm fine. no need to worry, you can go back to your fans & tell Austin not to come looking for me since I know he will"

"Here's the thing though", he said taking a seat in front of me.i thought I just told him to leave?

"I wanted to say sorry for what I did the other day. that was really rude and I shouldn't have blew you off like that for some random chick"

Looking up at him I realized something. Alan had really big eyes, I just noticed that.

"Alan your meaningless apologies have no affect on me. we aren't dating do what you want"

I threw away the rest of my food with a now ruined appetite & left Alan to let those words sink in.

I was barely even 5 feet away from the Pizza Place when he came running behind me

"Wait, Raven, can we try that whole dinner thing again?"

"No" looking around I tried to figure out if I turn left or right to get back

"But why not" he whined

"There's no point. you ruined your first & second impression. why try again?"

I turned left following a group of teenage girls wearing bikinis. why do they dress like this?

Alan jumped in front of me stopping me in my tracks. "Maybe because I like you. a lot. and I want to try again"

I was about to laugh when I realized something. he was serious. "you like me?"

"Yea" he stated as if it were that obvious

"You called me a whore, told a fan I was a nobody, kissed her in front of me, & now you like me? get out of my face Alan"

I tried to walk around him but he just jumped in front of me again. does he ever give up?

"Look Raven I'm sorry. I know I was a jerk to you & probably don't deserve your forgiveness but I'm new to the whole commitment thing. plus you can honestly say you feel nothing for me"

He wrapped his arms around my waist leaning his head against mine. we were so close I could practically taste his breath

"Alan" I whispered

"Yes?"

"You are an ignorant, arrogant, childish, jerk who has absolutely no common sense & probably only cares about himself & his hair. but.... For some unknown reason.... I like you too."

I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling us even closer together. our lips were only a few centimeters away & I could feel his chest on mine "don't make me regret this"

I brushed my lips over his as though I was about to kiss him, then walked away.

I really hoped Alan was serious & this wouldn't turn out horribly

I spent about 20 minutes walking since & finally made it back. currently I was laying across a couch with my head in Austin's lap

I hadn't told him what happened between me and Alan yet. I barely understood it myself

Wait.. were we dating now? or are we friends? friends with benefits?

Groaning, I made myself more comfortable in Austin's lap. I'm so confused.

"What's wrong Ray" Austin was always concerned about me

"Absolutely nothing"

"I've known you forever, you can't lie to me now tell me what's wrong"

He's right. I've never been able to lie to Austin even if it was about something simple

"Nothing important. I promise I'll tell you later" Austin nodded & I got up & left since I didn't want him to pry

I just randomly walked around & even met a few OM&M fans. I didn't give them my number though since it was obvious they only liked me because I was the photographer

I went up to the Sleeping With Sirens tour bus & let myself in since it was unlocked

"Mama's home. where are you Kelly dear?" looking around it was empty

Why are your busses empty every time I get on

Since I was already here I went straight to the back of the bus & started playing Minecraft

I liked that game since I was always in control

About an hour into the game id already built my own empire with a moat & a portal plus a little hole around it to trap food.

"I see you've made yourself comfortable"

"I sure have." I said looking up at those big brown eyes I love so much

"So what brings you here to my best friends tour bus?" mike asked sitting next to me

"I could ask you the same question Fuentes. I'm looking for Kelly. what's your business?"

"Just felt like it. Vic & Jaime are having their Fuenciado moments in my bus & I don't wanna watch"

We both laughed & I could only imagine what they were doing to make Mikey so uncomfortable

Randomly I just felt a body land on my legs

"Now it's a party. hey mike. sup beautiful" Kellin said pinching my cheeks

"Kelly I was looking for you" I ran my fingers through his hair

"Who isn't? just look at me" he did the weirdest pose ever and we all burst out laughing.

(Time skip)

"Alright bye guys" I stepped out into the cool air

I felt weird since it was so warm on the bus

It was getting a little late so it was probably time to go and Austin was probably looking for me somewhere

I was almost back to our van when someone randomly appeared in front of me

Wow this guy looked really familiar. is he..? He can't be...

"Miss me?"