My eyes flutter open as I start to breath heavily. I look around and see Hayes asleep on the couch. "What?" I whisper to myself.
I feel sweat dripping down my four head. My face felt soaked. I put my hand to my head wiping away the sweat.
"Oh my gosh" I say quietly. I breathe heavily and blink very fast as I look around.
When I realize I am back at the house I stutter as I start to talk "hay- Hayes" I say
I move my hands around searching for my phone frantically.
"Hey hey" "You ok?" I heard Hayes footsteps come closer. He sits next to me and snuggles his body up to mine.
He began to rub my back as I continue to blink repeatedly. I unlocked my phone and went straight to text. The group chat between Matt and Shawn was non existence. Nothing there.
It felt so real.
It was all a dream. I never kissed Shawn.
"Are you ok Kylie" he said staring at me. I turned to him and nodded. I'm sure it looked un-assuring.
He put out his arms giving me a big hug
"Hayes, I uh- I think I need to go" I said the first words that came to my mind.
"What?" He looked at me with his big eyes.
How could I leave? What is going on with me?
I stand up as Hayes reaches out for my hand. "Im really sorry" I say as I turn my head looking around. "What? What's going on?"
He says furrowing his eye brows "I need to go." I say walking to the door. I don't put my shoes on, I don't grab my stuff. I just walk straight out. "Wait Kyle" I hear Hayes yell as I shut the door. I look around at the sky and the bright sun is beaming down on me. Everything seems so happy.
Why am I hurting so much? What is going on....
I start to walk down the drive way wondering where I was going or what I was doing. I need time alone.
