I walk back to his room and he was sitting on the bed on his phone. I sit in his lap and i took off his shirt. But before i start to kiss him he stop me. "Why" he say. "Why what" "why you do this?" He say. "I don't understand you" i say. "Marcus see something good in you from first day he met you but i can't only what i see is girl without feelings. Can you please say to me what Marcus see in you" he say. What make me to think is that he say that he see girl without feelings. "Are you never fall in love? Why you act like you don't care?" He add. "Because i don't trust people" i say. "But what with Milla" "Milla was be here for me from beginning before i..." I say but stop. I am not shure if i can say to him that. "before you what" "before i become me. After my mom and dad die i I became depressed and doctor say that too. I was be in hospital because i almost die three times and i always get back. I just want to die. I want that they stop help me to survive. My sister always tell me to try to fight but i can't. I never fall in love but... Now everything change.... Because i fall in love..."
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What she will say and whats Martinus reaction on that 😮
