FUCKBOY || MYG & JH✔️

19

My heart fluttered as I stared down at y/n who was sound asleep beside me.

I was tired but at the same time, I didn't want to sleep.

Tonight was unreal.

I never imagined sex would be so..great.

Of course I knew it was gonna be great but I didn't think it would be that great.

Now, I just felt extremely tired.

Clearly y/n was too because she was out like a light.

Glancing down at y/n again, I push a strand of her behind her ear and smile.

I hope when she wakes up things aren't awkward between her and I.

That's what I worry about the most.

I just don't want to lose her over something like this.

I sigh and push back a strand of her hair.

I can only hope for the best.

...

When I wake up the following morning I look over to see y/n was gone.

I sit up and run my fingers through my hair.

Had she left already..?

Just as I go to roll out of bed my bedroom door opens, revealing y/n.

"How'd you sleep?" She asks once she sees me.

"Okay, You? How do you feel?" I ask.

Y/n smiles.

"I slept good." She says.

I blink a couple times as I watch her walk over to me and sit down on the edge of the bed.

"Also, how do you feel? Now that you're finally a man." She says.

"I feel the same." I say and she laughs.

"So it wasn't what you expected then?" Y/n asks, eyebrows raised.

"No, it was Great. I just don't feel very different. Well, besides the fact that I'm kind of.."

But I stop myself, feeling embarrassed.

"You kind of what?" Y/n asks.

"I don't know if I should say it..it's a bit embarrassing." I say.

"Just say it." y/n shrugs.

"When I look at you I feel turned on." I say quickly as I avert my eyes from y/n.

Instead of awkward silence, y/n laughs.

"Why wouldn't you? I'm hot."

I look over at her with a straight face.

"You're So confident."

"Only sometimes. Other times I know I look like a piece of dirty old trash." She says, a big smile on her face.

"You don't look like trash, y/n. You're beautiful."

As soon as I say it, she stops.

Y/n turns her face slowly towards me and smiles.

"You think so?"

I smile as I grab her hand.

"I know so."

Y/n looks down at our hands and she smiles.

When I look up she does too.

I bite my lower lip as I lean forward slightly.