SECRET

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I sit on the floor,

Because it doesn't matter anymore.

Nothing matters anymore

.

Because I am dead inside.


I look at my arm,

With the razor again, so I can...


Begin again.


And there is nothing I can do; 

But I have no regrets.


Because there is nothing I didn't want to do.


First, there was nothing

Second, there was pain and pleasure

And at last, there was blood.


Rich, beautiful, crimson...blood. 


I smile to myself;

Enjoying the pain,

Enjoying what it does to me, how the skin is my snip-it.


I grin to myself:

Enjoying the misery

Enjoying what it does to me, 


For it is my dirty little secret.

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