INVISIBLE

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 I feel so lost today, not like

Other days, but like 

A tidal wave 


And a ship drifting off to sea


My mind

Is playing tricks, you see

It's playing mind games with me


And through the scorn and disbelief,

I'm naked to the human eye. 


I am an apparition from a play, 

I'm really alive

And I'm dead

The bird that leads the flock astray


With everything I do, I feel invisible

With everything thing I give,

I'm not charitable


I'm a toy that is broken and bruised

A person whose been scarred and used  

Because with everything I do

No one can see my pain.

No one can see the shame,

That's beaten me black-and-blue. 


No one can see the blade

See the flame

The flame of the blade

That teases my skin


No one can see what I want to do

What I am about to do

Feel what I want to do

What I want to go through


Because it isn't divisible; it isn't comprehensible. 


Because no one wants to see what I do

What I am about to do

Feel what I want to do

Feel what I want to go through


Because I am invisible. 

And my soul belongs to the booze.

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