✔ | Queen bee ~Jenzie~

chapter ten

Kenzie's Pov

We arrived at the party it was so crowded typical mark party you could smell alcohol and sweat I walked with John and Lauren we reached the girls before Johnny could leave "Johnny would you like to dance with me"  Nadia asked him "sure" he said as sly grin showed on his face

As he left with her my heart sunk I don't know why what's wrong with me
Girls I need to go to  the restroom Kenzie come with me" Lauren said

Grabbing my hand we went to the kitchen a cute guy was standing but he wasn't my type he smiled at Lauren
"William this is Kenzie my best friend she's like a sister to me Kenzie this is William my boyfriend,"  Lauren said

Well they 'll be so cute together I already ship them "nice to meet you Kenzie" he said "nice to meet you too" I replied "Kenzie do you mind if we go dancing "  Lauren asked  "no not at all I'll grab a drink" I said they nodded he left first I whispered in Lauren's ear

"Good luck dancing in front of John" I winked at her she smacked my arm
Blushing of they're  going to make out or something it was just an excuse

I was so busy drinking that I didn't realize someone entered it was Johnny"why are  you here alone," he asked

"Just went to grab a drink," I said
"Oh okay want some company," he asked smirking and moves closer to me we were inches apart

He's totally drunk "you're drunk," I said "a little" he replied

"It doesn't look like a little", I said
He pulled me closer if that's possible

"John what are you doing", I asked as I  tried to get out of his grip but it was useless

We were breathing the same air My eyes met his watched as his eyes flickered from my eyes down to my lips then back up again

he started to lean in until we were inches apart  I tried to calm my  racing heart but it was pointless

he smashed his lips onto mine he started to kiss me and I didn't stop it his soft lips moved in sync with mine

they matched perfectly he licked my lips asking for permission which gladly accept

it was the longest kiss in my life we pulled away breathing heavily

I didn't know what I was doing but I was sure that I didn't want this whatever this is to stop

he pulled me for another kiss his hand on my waist and the other on my head he kissed my jawline going all the way down to my neck

  I have couldn't help but tet small moans escape my mouth he started going down to my cleavage that's when I knew I had to stop this

"j_John" I called  "j-Johnny stop", I said he let go and looked at me with a sad puppy eye, oh deep trouble I'm one who could resist the Johnny Orlando puppy eyes

"Wh_"  I knew what he was going to say so I just left without any word yeah that's what do with my problems run

As I was leaving all the couples were dancing Brynn and Carson, Hannie and all the other couples

She'll make me remember her brother don't blame me they look alike Nadia was alone sitting on the couch I'm already feeling guilty "kenz" she called me  gosh not now just made out with your crush

Oh god am such a bad friend "kenz are you okay" she asked looking concerned "yeah yeah am totally fine" implied

"Do you know where Johnny is"? she asked I want to die right now "nodidntseehim, "I said so fast and rushed out of this place she gave me a wired look

I remembered Johnny was our ride here now what am I gonna do I just called an uber

《At home 》

I went to my or Lauren's  room kept on crying it was the first time I really cried that hard

means iIuusedto cry when my mom leaves me alone but that was when I was 13 and felt stupid for doing that

felt weak and pathetic stopped crying and shut it all off it's the easier way

               To be continued...........

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