My orphan daughter ( Katy Perry FanFic)

Chapter 33

(Katy's POV)

I walked to her trying to stay as calm as I could but I could feel my eyes watering . I sat next to her and took the razor . I turned the water on .

"Here wash the blood off you wrists " I said my voice shaky as I grabbed her soft hand and pulled it under the water. she screamed and cried harder then before . I put a wrap on her wrists and shut the water off "come on " I said pulling her with me out the bathroom , Sundee was crying Mark was hugging her .

"Why does she always do that ?" I heard Sundee ask Mark

"I don't know " he answered . I pulled Rose to the bed and laid down next to her and cuddled her tightly .

"Katy I'm going to go and take a walk " Mark said waking out

"Can I stay ?" Sundee asked still crying

"Ya come over here " I said as Sundee walked over and laid on the other side of me .

"Why does she always do that , if everyone did that when they felt sad there wouldn't be anyone left in this world " Sundee said laying her head in my arm I had around her

"Well she has had a hard life , she doesn't trust easily and she was in an orphanage and I left her , it's my fault really , and I think another reason she does it is because it's her only escape from her sadness " I said hugging both Rose and Sundee closer to me

"Oh , I wish she would stop , what if she ends up killing herself then what ?" Sundee asked

"I don't know but we shouldn't leave her alone or let her be in the bathroom for a long time " I said tars trickling down my cheeks

" It will be ok right ?" Sundee asked sounding like a little kid

"Yes sweetie it will be fine " I said not fully sure

"Why doesn't Rose like you ?" she asked making my heart tare in millions of pieces

"She does she's just scared to admit it " I said

"K..Katy let m...me go " Rose said trying to get out of my grip

"Why , where are you going ?" I asked

"To the bathroom " she said

"No , please don't do that anymore " I begged

"Well I have to or I'll die " she said pulling

"No you don't I will help you " I said pulling her back

"No thanks I can pee on my own " she said as I let go

"I thought something else " I said laughing as Sundee was

"Sure " Rose said running to the bathroom and closing the door

"Your weird " Sundee said laughing

"I am not I seriously thought she was going to .. you know "i said laughing

"What time do we have to leave ?" she asked

"In an hour " I said

"Oh , well do you want to play cards ?" she asks

"Sure " I said as Rose walked back over here

(Rose's POV)

"Let's go guys " Katy said as we all walked out the door .

"Are you going to call me up again ?" Mark asked

"If you want me to " Katy said getting into the elevator

"I don't , I was nervous and all I did was stand up there and you guys have to sing " he said like it was this super hard thing . if was silent the while ride , I feel nervous I don't want Daniel to see my new scars , or if the make me where a sleeveless then anyone can see unless the out makeup on my arm. I got down and ran in with out looking at anyone just straight in biting my bottom lip .

"Hey , let's go get you ready " Daniel said pulling me to the dressing room . I didn't see Sundee even enter the building .

"So you are weeny this because the first song is Roar " Daniel said as he pulled the leopard printed dress over me

"Ok , but we probably won't even be singing today" I said as I put my heals on .

"Oh your will " she said smiling

"How do you know ?" I asked suspiciously

"Because you guys were awesome and people loved you " he said pulling out and to the chair where he did my hair .

"Thanks but I don't really want to tonight " I said looking I to the mirror watching him

"Why ?" He asked putting my hair in a hair tie then putting it in a clip then he took it back down .

"Because there is something about being on stage that makes me feel important and special and I don't like that " I said

"Well you are special and important , and people live you " he said as he finished my hair and did my makeup

"No I'm not " I mumbled "what's after Roar ?" I asked changing the subject

"Walking on air " he said as he stepped back and looked at me " you look gorgeous " he said smiling

"Thanks , I did it all myself " I said smiling

"Ya right , I did it all your my masterpiece " he said hugging me

"Thanks " I said as he let to

"Now to show em what your made of " he said walking me got he stage

"And what is that ?" I asked

"Beauty and passion " he said

"Passion ?"i asked

"Yes I've seen you sing and you out so much heart into it " he said holding both my hands

"Well I try " I said as I seen Sundee walking to us with a lady

"Hey , this is Scarlett , Scarlett this is Rose " she introduced us

"Hi nice to meet you , you look amazing " she said winking

"Thanks , this is Daniel , Daniel this is Sundee " I introduced them

"Ok well good luck girls " they said waking away

"Thanks " we yelled back giggling

"Do you think Katy's wearing the same dress as us ?" I asked

"No the lead always wears a better one " she said

"Right , so this is awkward " I said because we were just standing there looking and smiling at each other

"Ya , I don't remember it being like this yesterday " she said

"Me either , I'm sorry " I apologized

"For what ?" she asked with a confused look

"I know I scared you earlier and I'm sorry " I said

"It's ok just try not to do that again "she said hugging me

"Well you girls and beautiful " Katy said waking up to us

"Thanks" we said at the same time

"Take a selfie with me " she said pulling her phone out and standing I between us , we smiled and took it " ready " Katy said as she walked up .

"I hope they don't want us " I said

"I hope they do I love this " Sundee said excitedly . crap I could hear them screaming our names . Katy motioned for us to come up . so I followed Sundee up to where Katy was .

"Your guys ready ?" Katy asked

"Ya" I said at the same time as Sundee's .