aurora: he has lung cancer. i never knew he smoked. did you?
i'm sorry if i've been so concentrated on kyle and not me. i know how much you always wanted me to care about myself.
but love, the scars; they have faded.
i have become stronger because you always told me that i was a diamond rather than all the other stones out in this world, that i was special.
those words saved me from splitting open my paper-like skin and letting the red liquid flow out.
