the body guard and the leader(tomtord future au)

chapter 4: memories

((WARNING!: SMUT)

-4 years ago-

(Tom's POV)

I laid on the bed buried in my boyfriend's sweater hearing him snore loudly I couldn't sleep only because i couldn't stop thinking, I glanced up at him seeing him still asleep I decided squirmed out of his grasp and went to the dressers.

picking out my casual clothing and Tord's spare sweater I waddled down to the bathroom and got unchanged forgetting to lock the door, I turned on the shower smiling as i temporarily  test the temperature once happy with the temperature I hopped in the shower relaxing in its warm touch.

after what felt like an hour I heard the bathroom door open jumping and hiding behind the curtains I heard a familiar chuckle.

"aw tommee why are you hiding that body you never let me see?" tord cooed as he got closer to the tub "allow me in tommee" I tensed and blushed darkly holding the curtain closed.

"tord no I told you this already am not ready for sex" I said calmly as I heard him chuckle "and no is no"

"I can make you change your mind" tord opened the end of the curtain on the other side as I yelped seeing him.

he was very muscular and his dick was almost 9 inches as it was hard, i blushed darkly and covered my eyes 

"tord put that thing away" i whispered as tord got closer pinning me against the wall so my back is facing him as he smirked. "Jesus tord" i moaned as he thrusted into me roughly as tears swelled up in my eyes but melt in the touch "tord~mm you were right~" i started to drool slightly rolling my hips with his thrusts as i felt his mouth kiss around my neck 

i was a moaning mess

but this was something i did not regret, i love this man so much i dont think i want to loose him again..

-present-

(toms pov)

i sat in the cafeteria picking at my food frowning slightly, i didnt have the appetite to eat nor a feeling, tord changed a lot and he chose power over his lover and of course i was devastated i couldnt believe it, yet it did happen. and now am forced to help in this army as tord's secretary/bodyguard and watch tord treat me like trash 

i stood up not eating a bit of my food and walked out of the cafeteria depressed and walked right into someone stumbling on the floor and stared up at the tall man my face becoming white as a ghost instantly. tord glared down at me in disgust.

"well soldier got anything to say?" tord sneered crossing his arms tapping his foot impatiently

"um...um a-am s-sorry" I muttered standing up but being pushed back down by the taller man.

"do you miss it thomas? do you miss having me hold you tightly in my arms?" he spat in my ear smirking when he knew he found my weak spot "aw you do dont you tsk tsk you will make me weak because your just so pathetic i couldnt stand you anymore your a clingy little whore" he pushed me further onto the floor "i only used you thomas i used you for sex for my own pleasure you actually thought anyone would love a freak like you?" he smirked as i silently started sobbing "disgusting" he spat as he walked away

i sat there a sobbing mess as i shakily stood up walking away as far away from the man i used to love so dearly but knowing the truth that felt like a knife in my heart i just wanted to leave the base go as far away as i can get from that...that monster walking out of the base i walked to the edge of the gates and tried to find a open space but gave up heading to the one tree that stood tall in the center of the field. sliding down to sit on a root i stared at some soldiers in training as i covered my face sobbing lightly into my hands

he used to be a good man...the amazing boyfriend....but that was all in tom's mind all a cruel joke to tord and he must be laughing in his mind about how pathetic tom looked or boasting that he finally broke tom

and thats what tord did

broke tom that he couldnt take it anymore