I'm tearing up in my bed
It isn't the first time today, and I don't cry a lot
a different sort of pain
but was this how it was for you
when it was late at night
and you turned back to the person who wasn't known
by anyone at all
hyunny
I can't claim to be those people who followed you for a long time
but I remember seeing one of your quotes when I was in a really dark place
out of all the other sayings, yours stood out the most
it really felt like someone finally understood me,
in a time where I really didn't have anyone at all
(I don't even know or understand why tears are falling)
but hyunny
did you face all of those alone?
I'm so sorry...
It must've been so dark, cold, and lonely for you
I'm sorry that the brightness couldn't keep you warm
that the light couldn't pass through quick enough
for you to maybe hold on another day
and maybe that " another day " would've been the one that'd made you stay
I'm sorry that depression was so strong it turned you away from our hands
and eventually, this world..
(I'm still crying what's wrong with me)
we will use the tears we shed, and turn them into strength to keep going
for you, who couldn't
to keep you alive,
because only by living then will you
always
be here with us
- darling you'll be okay
YOU ARE READING
clouds
Poetrythoughts I have when I miss them, writing it all down so I won't forget it just like the way I'll never forget them foreword: I'm in no way using the tags to gain more attention for myself. I'm hoping my writing could bring some sense of closure to...
